Okay… I miss it. I miss Tuscaloosa. I miss college. I thought it was fine. I thought I was okay. Things in Florida are pretty dang good. I am starting to really like it. Yay summer.
But….
Tuscaloosa.
The thought hurts.
I am afraid my friends are forgetting about me. I am afraid it will be awkward when we all go back in August. I am afraid my apartment won’t be as cute as my dorm. I am afraid my classes will be waaaayyy harder and I will have zero free time. I am afraid everything will be different. I am afraid the best year of my life is over. I miss it. I miss it so much.
I miss driving back from the movies at night, jamming to Hannah Montana in Kalen’s Prius. I miss going to Waffle House at 2am because I couldn’t stand the sound of Super Smash Brothers on in the living room. I miss making bagels with Emily at 2am, talking about everything from which peanut butter we were to going to put on our bagel, to what we got on our math test, to how boys were ruining our lives. I miss Amelia kicking the door down and screaming “Whoo” every Wednesday at noon. I miss taking naps whenever the hell I wanted. I miss Andrew’s Alabama accent. I miss Taylor borrowing my shoes. I miss TJ and I meeting in the lobby and walking to church on Sunday mornings and meeting in my room and walking to small group on Sunday nights. I miss making Lean Cuisines and complaining about them. I miss having to wear rain boots sometimes. I miss that stupid fricken shower that would never get hot. I miss Trey and I talking about tattoos. Kalen and I ordering pizza after we decided not to go to the gym. I miss going to Cru. I miss Emily trying to convince me to go out. I miss TJ and I complaining about geology labs, and then taking 7 hours to actually do the geology lab and then watching Friends until God knows when, and then complaining about how we have to get up for our 9am geology class. I miss Natalie laughing at everything I say. I miss calling my mom on the way to class. I miss random trips to Birmingham. I miss having mental breakdowns over my online math homework. I miss watching scary movies. I miss it all so much. I can’t wait to try to top it next year. Come faster, August!!
