i think i fucked up. i think i want to murder a fictional character.
vivian felarya means so much to me. is it mischaracterizing to make her into an imprisoning hypnotist rapist who has, like, a below 1st grade inderstanding of consent? probably. is it how i view her? yea a little bit. shes this conniving cunt and a twosted perversion of everyone else in this world. the bad ending for so So many of them. a twisted perversion of how this world works. by its own laws shed go to heaven, laws she may have fuckin written. and she relies totally on majik! entirely and completely on majikal ability and sheer size. ugh. if she were on my level id have talons in her throat. chunks in her tail. she doesnt treat anyone with any fucking respect either! i know how she treats anna, a prize to be won. a challenge. a conquest. the bitch. and aurora? oh fuck me the way she plays with aurora like prey it makes it so obvious how heinous and vain she is. like a fucking cat. ggrgaaaahhg.g..
ill kill her.