just a quick life update as my activity level has been so fucking bad on here I’m surprised people still follow me.
I am now fully out as transgender. I’ve moved out of my house and am living with my best mate. I don’t have many belongings but I’m safe and don’t feel like killing myself everytime I wake up.
My parents are being vaugly accepting but only because they involved social services and the police which massively backfired on them as they’re reasonably abusive. (Also disclosed info about my childhood to a social work lol)
I’m out at work and everyone there is super chill and okay with it. I’m out on all social media (not just here) and have only had backlash from family.
My mental health has never been better. I’m sleeping better. I’m eating better. I feel like for the first time I’m starting to live rather than just exist.
I was sat outside a couple of days ago with my friend, her parents (who have pretty much adopted me now) and the dog. The weather was as good as England will get and they were churning butter, I was cleaning a guitar stand and it was good. I felt good. Everything is still a little tainted but, it’s good.
Other than my brother I don’t miss my family. I never needed them. I wanted them. It’s really fucking nice to not want them anymore.