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post-act confessional #23

Got pulled into a bathroom yesterday

I can’t do this anymore

I can’t be pushed around for risk of death

The Women’s Center is still open

Place of refuge

Discussion no action

Fear

I could stop by and mention what happened

I should be fine

I don’t know what happens if you report

Men haven’t believed women

Don’t remember the last time publically

See what they say

Wish I could kill him too

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post-act confessional #5

I walk slowly around campus

I smile

Lightly

Not too much

Just enough

Your teeth aren’t white enough

At men and women passing by

Don’t want to seem like a bitch to women

Maybe they have boyfriends

Maybe they have lovers

Maybe they have safety

A walk around the bend of McHugh

Male stranger smiles and looks at my ass

Didn’t know it was good enough

And gives a light slap

Not loud enough for others to care

I keep walking

Shoot back a smile

Lightly

Not too much

And smile at the next man walking by

Through my eyes that it’s okay

I just don’t want to die

Please not now

I will take this

If you will let me keep my life