#feralglory

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rian hands over the beer to chester as he moves to sit down,  kicking feet up on the coffee table.   ❛ how’s everything with you?  good i suppose? ❜   he asks while cracking open his can of beer,  tongue swiping over his lips.   /   @feralglory.

[peeblesofnewyork-archive]

@feralglory liked for a freaking starter from KIRA!

          ❝What do you blog about?❞ Kira ended up going out somewhere with her coworkers--unfortunately it involved drinks, when her coworkers dispersed she had found herself alone drinking water and now she was drinking something sweet and sugary but had a kick to it, it was alcoholic and at this point in the evening she was well aware how her night might end. Talking to random people, trying to find her coworkers--she gave up the search when she found a comfortable and empty barstool and was suggested to try a sour amaretto by someone. ❝I work for a lingerie company? I mean I'm still in school but--I'm really hoping I get this position.❞ Nodding, she needed to clarify. ❝As an analyst? Anal..lyst? Wow that sounds weird.❞ ;

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🌙  Continued from here - @feralglory!

[ SMS ] coming to pick you up eh? Time to go back to the mother planet you. lmfao [ SMS ] what makes you think their an alien?

[ sms: 😈  ] WHAT do you mean by that? ㄱㅅㄱ  [ sms: 😈  ] i know you think i’m quirky but am i THAT weird?  [ sms: 😈  ] they’re playing some loud yet awful song-- like they’re calling their family from another planet!

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@feralglory replied to your post: why make kpop a race thing? why can't people just...

this anon sounds wh*te

facts. and “why make ____ a race thing” is a fave opening statement. right up there with “i don’t see color” and “we’re all one race: the human race”

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@feralglory

[ msg ✉ ches ] : aye, wanna go on a secret mission ? [ msg ✉ ches ] : we’re gonna overthrow the govt 

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feralglory

He’s so fond, it’s absolutely disgusting, his face hurts from grinning and he has to press his face into the pillow. He’s grown used to their little nightly ritual, he can’t do anything after nine pm so it stay-at home fun watching movies and random things. He knows she’s not into anything he’s into and while he tries to appeal to her… unique tastes, when she does it for him, follows up with that c*te excuse. Really gets to him. “You’re disgusting,” he replies, clearing his throat. “Don’t be gross… kisskiss.”

     When he first got his ankle tag, she was beside herself with anger--it started out as sadness, but she doesn’t tend to stay sad for too long. Mainly due to the fact that she thought she wouldn’t be able to see him. She thought not going out would be hard. No weird trips to the park in the middle of the park. No fried chicken runs at 2am when she got hungry. And yes, while there’s none of that, she has something much better. The warmth of a bed, the glow of a television and the arms of her l**e.  She hates to think it, but she could get used to it. It was nice--no, it was more than nice. Coming to him (almost) each evening, to settle down and watch dumb movies or music videos. Occasionally there was the odd game or two. Either way she enjoyed herself. Perhaps a lot more than she let on.      She’s long stopped paying attention to the movie playing in the background. They’d busied themselves watching down at chesters phone. She liked it when he showed her things, even if she didn’t always like what he showed. The act itself, that was something she enjoyed. “you’re an idiot.” it should be her trademark. She’s always saying it. “chuchu--” it’s become their thing, it’s sickeningly cute but she adores it to no end. Puckering her lips she catches the very corner of his. Presses a few kisses there. 

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random numbers munday meme (currently accepting)  (long post tw)

            1.  who is your favorite muse to rp?  —  i love this question tbh, and i feel like this might come as a shock to some people given that i haven't been using him in threads as much lately (i’m just very selective with who he interacts with and his personality isn’t always the most flexible), but my favorite muse to rp would probably be oh hongbin. however, there is a slight nuance i want to address within how i'm answering this question. i list him as my favorite muse to rp because he's the most thoroughly developed. when i initially conceived hongbin, i never expected the level of depth from him that i ended up with today. as i've mentioned before, i usually start with a very vague framework when creating muses and then let them unfold the more i portray them in threads. in hongbin's case, it was "sugar daddy politician." i went in knowing he had a cool facade as part of his work, but that it didn't fully define him. as for his sugar daddy aspect, i suspected it had to do with a suppressed desire for intimacy that he didn't know how to act upon in a normal way. the more i depicted him, the more i learned the supporting details for these behaviors. i could make a whole description of those motives in an entirely separate post, but i won't get on too much of a tirade. point is, i feel like his psychological motives have developed so interestingly, especially with the role his mother plays into it.

            since most of hongbin's current interactions don't really draw that aspect of his background out of him, i haven't delved into the angst belonging to his backstory as nearly as much as i'd like. i gave a general scope of it in a previous thread, but i really would like to see a weaker side of hongbin where he acknowledges the emotional repercussions of his mother suffering from schizophrenia. one last side note, i really think it has an interesting contrast to one of my other favorite muses (to be technical, second favorite since i actually made a ranking of my muses once), cha sunghyun. the two men have a fascinating juxtaposition to one another. cha sunghyun's trauma has been a central focus of his life and partially responsible for his 'failure' (as he would perceive it) in life. he still holds onto the anger of his past by living in the same house since childhood. even though music was liberating for him at times, his mother's stringent discipline for him to keep practicing made it feel like a prison. remaining as a music professor now has only increased that sense of confinement which causes his explosive episodes. on the other hand, oh hongbin's trauma has been significantly repressed though not entirely in a negative way. i feel that overcome would be the more appropriate word. i suppose some context is necessary to understand, but hongbin's ambition for politics was largely inspired by wanting mental health reform and increased facility funding for his mother. i feel that he saw how much his brothers neglected the problem, placing the mental health stigma upon their mother common among korean families. hongbin learned from their example and it drove him to pursue politics. he's consistently strived towards this goal and given his recent election as governor, has been seeing success.

            you probably didn't want an entire essay devoted to that question, but to quickly conclude, i did want to give a mention to jeon jinki and lim youngjae. even though i love hongbin's overall development as a character, in terms of interacting, jinki and youngjae are the most... "character-esque" per se. i suppose i could have phrased that more eloquently, but i feel like they call for my portrayal skills the most. they have very distinct personalities that contrast my own a great deal. they're also kind of the epitome of fiction for me. not so much that they're unrealistic (although a fallen angel/serial killer/forensics squad member isn't a real-life phenomenon by any means), but that i feel like i'm writing when i reply to their threads rather than merely providing generic dialogue. does that make sense ? i feel like this is much more obvious for jeon jinki than it is lim youngjae, so i'll just briefly ("briefly" lol) explain both of them. jinki has an entirely different psyche from the rest of my muses, since you know the rest of my muses are semi-decent human beings. in comparison, jinki's thoughts and actions definitely require more finesse to write. i feel like i have to insert myself into his character to get a full grasp of how he would behave in the situation. it's very demanding unlike say, kim taeyong or park wooyoung, who represent large factors of my own life, thereby making them easier to depict. for many of my muses, i can draw upon my own experiences to help me form their convictions. with jinki, i have to call upon my own creativity in addition to the literary influence of "crime and punishment" which inspired me to create his character in the first place. i really enjoy explaining the moral crisis he suffers rather than being a conventional murderer with complete and utter bloodlust. i hope people can also appreciate the psychological turmoil in this as well and see the dimension in jinki's character rather than dismissing his duality for simply his good or evil side. as for lim youngjae, he's just so... i definitely perceive him as more of a static character, though i would like to see him develop more depth later on. but his personality is just so goddamn entertaining. it's nowhere near how i would react in situations, but his personality is so prominent in my mind that i can't imagine him any other way. he's truly a joy to write and i feel that he does have some baseline substance to him that supports his behavior as well.

           101. did you ever have to learn something in order to play a character?  —   alright, well.... we're going to have another full-blown essay on our hands if i dive into the topic that i want to. i anticipate it happening, so let me start with the more simple response to this question and then i'll elaborate on a more broad answer. for oh hongbin, i was so captivated by his character that i did a lot of research pertaining to schizophrenia in order to get a better grasp on his mother and how her condition might have affected his childhood. i listened to a lot of schizophrenia simulators on youtube where you hear voices similar to someone suffering that condition. i also kept up with current events and politics a fair deal to develop what i believe his opinions on various matters would be. however, i did have to alter parts of his backstory once i confirmed for overall accuracy with my korean-american friend, richard/minkyu, who i'll discuss more later. for lim moonkyu, i could really use some more pointers to help me learn how to play a single father muse ! although we're estranged, i was raised by a single father, but given that moonkyu's child isn't even a year old, i obviously don't have memories of such a young age to draw upon. and again, i would have been in the role of child rather than parent. i can't imagine what it's like to be a parent, let alone a single father. i really do want to conduct more research from both the perspective of a parent as well as his son, daeul, who's eleven months old, i believe ? don't quote me on that. also i accidentally deleted the second half of this response which was talking about learning how to accurately depict the korean-american experience, using it as a focal point for my characters' development, and how i incorporate my own experience in as an asian-american into them but al;jskflsjd f this is so long and race is a sensitive subject on here anyways so peace out !

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❛ baby, ❜   jaeun calls out as she walks out of the bedroom,  hair being pulled back into a ponytail as she walks towards the couch and moves to sit down beside cami.   ❛ i was thinking...  why don’t you move in or we find an apartment together.  since this one is getting tiny and all.  and i want to take the next step. ❜   /   @feralglory.