ooc: itās been more than 3 years since i've logged onto this account (because i FINALLY remembered my old email), but for those who are still around: eunjin is found @daiseunā! sheās also found on twitter with the same @, so feel free to reach out to her whenever youād like.Ā
This muse has been moved to @euncelee! Iāve come out once again with motivation to write! Please follow if you want to interact/stay in contact! Iāll be adding her revamped About and other pages soon! Saved/ongoing threads will be transferred to her new account!
This muse has been moved to @euncelee! Iāve come out once again with motivation to write! Please follow if you want to interact/stay in contact! Iāll be adding her revamped About and other pages soon! Saved/ongoing threads will be transferred to her new account!
Taking a hiatus from Tumblr, however I/Eunjin are available elsewhere if you want to plot or interact!Ā
Twitter: @_eunjinnie (Planning on moving to a new page soon!)
Discord: leeunjin #7793
Peach & AIM are also available upon request! Tumblr IM is always open, but please note Iāll be really slow! Iāll make a come back here sometime soon when I can! Iām planning on revamping Eunjin on Twitter and finally giving this cutie a backstory!
You shouldnāt chase people. You should know that you are important enough and deserve the time and attention just like everyone else. You shouldnāt run after people to prove that you matter and exist. You are worth it, more than you could ever imagine. You are a star that could sparkle on anyoneās night sky. You are everything in someoneās eyes. Remember, do not chase, let them know your worth because if you have to chase, itās not real love. Itās not worth it.
Iām still working on the remaining two asks I have on my inbox, and Iāll finish them soon! Iāve been losing a bit of writing motivation because of ooc reasons but Iām staying strong for this account!Ā ā„
adolescence in motion. itās all parties were. and itās the blur that makes haneul attend them and nothing else. itās the ethnocentrism in their generation that makes this easy and the movement in house parties that makes it so easy. time lapse shots are often best with lots of movement and lots of lights.Ā
so maybe he got a little lost in the movement. haneul doesnāt like the feeling. alcohol makes him float, makes him tingly like heās not touching anything when everything touches him. itās unnerving and heāās glad his tolerance is shit. still, heās here and heās ready to tackle all that college parties have to offer. every. single. time.
if itās sweat and spilled drinks on his skin thatās fine. if itās rough handshakes and shoving and people pressed to him, thatās fine. house parties are everything he hates but itās everything he endures, the curiosity in him too much to handle. the appeal is what he searches for, and heās already counted out alcohol. already counts out the buzz. two burns down his throat, two misplaced steps and he puts his cup down, fills another with soda and continues on his way.
parties like daydreams that donāt stick when he wants them to, so he attends more. he remembers a girl smelling like cherries, or probably her lip balm. he remembers someone doing a number on his shirt and falling on the floor later. all pleasantly revolting dreams that run through his mind. never permanent.Ā
so he attends this one, all sunny smiles under dirty lights. open shirts, open smiles and open minds. heās ready to take it all in again, when he gets a tap on his shoulder, the quietest thing in a sea of shoves and bricks against the back.Ā
sheās familiar, in the way that everyone is a daydream. in the way he can only remember lip balm and not lips on a face. sheās not that kind of familiar so he smiles, holding his cup up and putting his plate to the side.
āthatās me,ā he says it too gleefully he knows, blows his cover of fake beer in a cup but heās not too concerned, Ā āyou are - not the girl I kissed at the last party Iām hoping?ā if tonight blurs again, house parties be damned.
It was funny. He was all she could think of for the last two weeks. What was so special about this boy that made Eunjin curious? His voice? No, she has never heard him speak. His features? Probably. They were pretty unique, especially those eyes.
The second house party sheās been at so far through the new semester. A new record for her. According to the tiny girl, most of them were repetitive andĀ lame. Same old games, same old drinks, same old songs (minus any new releases thatāll end up becoming old); everything was the same. Heck, itās even the same people. What was the use of going to every college party if everythingās the same?
Hopefully she wouldnāt chicken out before he spoke. Heād think sheās weird for knowing his name. Or creepy. Chills ran down her spine as she imagined it happening to her. Thoughts aside, she stood firm, moving her arm back to her side before flashing an embarrassed smile.Ā āOh-- no no! That wasnāt me.ā So he didnāt remember that one girl. If she said yes as a joke, would he have believed her? What would have happened?Ā
With a clear of her throat, she starts raising her voice slightly louder as the background music beamed throughout the room.Ā āYou were quite popular over at Ewha for like, a day or so. Some--ā Out of nowhere, the ball used for the beer pong game flew in between them, hitting the wall. Ridiculous. People shouldnāt throw if they have bad aim.Ā
She rolls her eyes, letting out a sigh before continuing, āAs I was saying, some girls couldnāt stop talking about you, and a few other guys, after that kissing game. You were aware of what you were doing, right?ā It could have gotten out of hand, she meant to say.Ā
Iām always chasing something: love, happiness, success. I never get the chance to rest. Iām always chasing something. Itās no wonder Iām always so tired.
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š Ā three times my muse almost tells you a secret, and the one time they do.
one.Ā
āHow scary would it be to have a relative behind bars?āĀ
She nearly chokes on her bubble tea, tapioca pearls primarily responsible. Or were they? Seoahās words distracted Eunjin from her delicious drink, setting it to the side as her fingers nervously traced the napkin given along. Thatās right. She hasnāt told her about her brother. The youngest of the oldest three, funny. He was locked away for his reckless behavior, having too many drinks and driving all at the same night. Because of it, he hit an innocent bystander, killing her on impact. That secret was something she kept to herself, fearing that if she told anyone, theyād stop talking to her for having a brother who killed someone.
āO-Oh, yeah. Thatās crazy, huh?ā
two.Ā
She looks through her text messages, opening Seoahās question of them having dinner the next night. Eunjin wasnāt thinking of what their delicious food options were, she was thinking of that secret. Seoah was a good friend, would she stay and understand what the younger girl has been going through? Or will she run off, never contacting her for the rest of her life? With a gentle sigh, Eunjin presses on the power button, contemplating without giving Seoah an answer.
three.Ā
It was all over the news. The recent hit-and-run that occurred at three in the morning. It was being compared to that incident, the one from many years ago. The one involving her brother. Painful flashbacks whipped through her mind, eventually leading her to neglect the timer ringing like crazy. The burnt smell of herĀ āfreshā cookies alarmed her, small legs hurrying over to remove the tray from the oven. Eunjin hoped that perhaps her cookies would lessen the idea of Seoah running away from her. Ah, her precious gift to Seoah was now ruined.
the secret is out.
There it was once again. The same news report from the previous day. Will they ever stop talking about it? Itās only been two days, yet to her it felt like forever. She notices her friend watching the news, eyes saddened over it. Eunjin ponders again, her small thumb nervously scratching the side of her glass of milk. Her lips were dry, words being swallowed back down her throat.
āI⦠have a secret. Youāll still be my friend if I told you, right?āĀ
It was hard. How do people confess their biggest secret? Howās it possible to do so without smellingĀ fear? Eunjin doesnāt remember Seoahās answer. It was most likely a yes; she was a caring friend after all. Minutes of silence passed by, only the low voice of the meteorologist in the background (about time they changed news segment). The girl lets out a sigh, hoping it would give her a bit of confidence. It didnāt, but it was time to let the secret go.
āI have a brother whoās in prison.ā
š½ Ā three times my muse thought about hugging yours, and the one time they did.Ā
one.Ā
Theyāve known each other for years. Theyāve known each other longer than her dogās age. During those years, have they ever hugged? Once, at least? Eunjin shook her head as she answered her own question. Silly. The plushie of two bears hugging each other was adorable, itād even make a perfect gift for her trustful friend.Ā
āMister, how much is this?ā
two.Ā
She told Seoah her biggest secret, the secret she hasnāt told anyone besides family- who have also suffered as much as Eunjin. The urge of wanting to give her a huge bear hug for staying by her side was real, but would it be weird to her? No, she was too sweet of a friend to think that way. A small smile spread across Eunjinās features as she swung the gift bag in her hand.Ā
three.Ā
Has Seoah ever told anything personal to Eunjin? She couldnāt recall. Itās been only a few days since theyāve reencountered each other after not talking for months. But would Eunjin forget something so important? She gently hits her head against the wall, pouting to herself as she looked at the gift bag next to her feet. What kind of friend was she?
the first hug.Ā
Eunjin stretchedĀ her arm out, grinning brightly as she held Seoahās gift bag. She hoped it wasnāt too much, and she also hoped her friend would end up liking it.Ā
And it seemed like she did. Who wouldnāt like a freakishly cute plushie of bears giving each other a warm hug? The younger girl shyly scratches the side of her head, cheeks turning slightly red before clasping her hands together. It was easy for her to get shy; a habit. No matter what happened, her cheeks never failed to turn red.Ā
āCan I hug you?āĀ
Before she knew it, Eunjin was already few feet away from Seoah, arms extended out before wrapping her arms around her friend. The hug was indeed warm, like the bears hugging. It felt nice. Nice to know there was a friend whoās willing to stay with you, no matter what.
[ SMS ] were friends?Ā
[ SMS ] i dont sleep so iādĀ just go over there and tell them to stfu
[ SMS ] i like all kinds
[ sms: š ]Ā GASPS
[ sms: š ] you donāt sleep? are you a vampire? PLEASE DONāT HURT MEĀ š±
[ sms: š ] so if you like all kinds, you donāt have a dislike then?
Iām still working on the remaining two asks I have on my inbox, and Iāll finish them sometime this week! Theyāre getting a little long but Iām really enjoying it!Ā ā„