A couple of ex-rails to break our hearts.
THINGS I DID NOT EXPECT TODAY.
-- pimpinBassdrop [PB] began trolling scribblingLoner [SL] at 19:34 --
[07:34] PB: s-sermin..
[07:34] SL: { ....... )
[07:35] PB: h..ey...
[07:35] PB: i know i um..haven't been here in...a longlong ass time and
[07:35] PB: there ain't nothing i can say to make up for that shit but
[07:35] PB: i just needed to know that you were okay
[07:35] SL: { u-uh.. .. i.. )
[07:35] SL: { o-oh.. )
[07:37] PB: So I um, im pretty sure you found a new moirail and all and if not well you better
[07:37] PB: you can do
[07:37] PB: a hell of a lot better
[07:37] PB: than me really its not that hard
[07:37] SL: { ... )
[07:38] PB: i know i suck bad for just forcing all of this on you.
[07:39] PB: but im not sure how much time im going to have left i fucked up really bad up until now
[07:40] SL: { ... ... )
[07:40] SL: { wherehaveyoubeen? )
[07:40] SL: { whydidyouleaveme..? )
[07:41] PB: im sorry sermin i really am and i know i fucked up but i got into some trouble inbetween the time gap
[07:42] PB: and I'm not going to ask you to help me with it, but in short i fucked with the wrong people and i had to stay low.
[07:43] PB: really low
[07:43] PB: so i didnt want to contact anyone just to be safe
[07:43] PB: but i know thats unfair
[07:43] PB: and its wrong
[07:44] PB: and i just can't say sorry enough for you i really can't and if your angry its fine
[07:44] PB: i deserve your anger all of it
[07:44] PB: fuck hate me if you want
[07:45] SL: { ... )
[07:46] PB: really sermin please just get angry at me
[07:49] SL: { i.. )
[07:49] SL: { i t-thught youdied.. ithoughtyou g-got... tiredofme.. y-you.. )
[07:51] PB: sermin i would never /ever/ get tired of you you're the only good thing that's happened to me and my real honest only reason for living anymore.
[07:51] PB: you can do anything to me and i wouldn't get mad at you
[07:51] SL: { ... )
[07:52] PB: that's why im just going to let you feel the way you feel im ready for this and i know i deserve it.
[07:52] PB: and it would be unfair for me to just try and bullshit my way around it.
[07:57] SL: { ... )
[07:59] PB: really sermin
[07:59] PB: if you don't want me in your life anymore
[07:59] PB: i can go
[08:00] PB: im okay with that
[08:00] PB: i already ruined our relationship
[08:00] PB: i dont need to do anymore damage to you
[08:00] SL: { i-idontevenknowwhatifeel.. )
[08:01] SL: { iwassoworrieda-andsuddenly y-yourewriting.. )
[08:03] SL: { ithurts )
[08:06] PB: im sorry sermin oh god im making you cry arent i fuck
[08:06] PB: fuck
[08:06] PB: sermin please don't cry
[08:06] SL: { .... )
[08:08] SL: { imsorry.. )
[08:08] PB: nono don't be sorry it's my fault okay please don't
[08:08] PB: don't be sad for me
[08:09] PB: i just wish i could make you stop being sad that is the last thing i want you to be right now
[08:09] SL: { imsorry... )
[08:10] PB: please sermin don't be sorry
[08:12] SL: { i cant seew-what yourewryting anymoe or u-uhm... what iw-write )
[08:12] SL: { im sowwy )
[08:13] PB: shit sermin i really fucked up
[08:13] PB: sermin i know im shit to you right now but please can i come see you i just can't let you be like this i cant
[08:14] PB: i'm already on land i left the sea a long time ago
[08:15] SL: { imnsorryo j-hearyou writing bu-ut icanttseeanything )
[08:18] PB: WHEN YOU CAN SEE THIS I AM MRUNNING TO YOUR HIVE OS JUST WAIT FOR ME