(x) "Thanks for the loan, but I don’t need it anymore. the note says. He signs it Kwon Jiyong, and adds a postscript at the bottom. I found my happiness, too."
By Maayacola / Pairing: Nyongtory / Rated E / Oneshot
"Push & Pull" by Mayaacola is one of the very few fanfics I come back to time and time again. It never left my mind when I first read it almost 10 years ago. And every re-read it never ceases to amaze me, with its realness, rawness, humanness.
The Bigbang fandom might not be what it used to be years ago, but I still wanted to do another tribute collage to this story. Funny how for the first time I decided on pastel colors and today I'm doing the collage in such dark colors.
Despite what transpired with Bigbang these past years I still decided to create another post for the story, because more than anything this fanfic stands for Love lost and love found and what it means to finally let yourself be happy after years of denial and running away.
Sometimes in life, or most of the time, it happens that people lose their love for trivial reasons, because we're scared, because we were never taught how important it is to let yourself experience love and truly open up to another person. And the feeling of loss never really goes away. "Push & Pull" is a wonderfully crafted testament to it and unlike real life here the love comes back.