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[simpjaes]

ain't this "wrong brother" 🤨

YES FUCK

[simpjaes]

BEFORE THE FIRST DAY OF 2025 IS OVER!

i just wanted to remind you how much i love you <3 you beautiful blessing, you. i have half the mind to send an ily ask every week just so you never forget

🥺🥺🥺 cmon now, don’t train me to bark for u omg….really tho, i love u too 😭😭 i will appreciate all the love you give me forever 🖤🖤🖤

[simpjaes]

from writer to writer (and because you're someone i do admire a lot when it comes to creating beautiful fics), what do you do when you start hating your writing?

this might be long, so so sorry. feel free to ignore honestly.

rereading my works, i hate them... i've been writing fics for so long (like dating back to asianfanfics and quotev type long). my writing style feels so... unfufilling? i love the prompts that i've done and i love that others love them but- it's just empty? i think i'm putting my heart into it but i'm not?

after reading so many classics, i feel like i'm just spitting out what i know? not what i feel?

girl... after watching alchemy of souls, a light just went off in my head is making want to delete everything and start from scratch grrr

tbh…my best advice is to not read your own work after a long long long while once you’ve posted it. i always hate everything i write and am very rarely proud of it. but i let it simmer and let the feedback sink in, so later on if i ever re read my works, i go in with a more positive attitude and generally it makes me think like “wow, i wrote this.” rather than “😟 i can’t believe i posted this.”

pls don’t delete your work! you can do what i do and revamp stuff if it’s really bothering you! Something i do quite often even without revamping for other bands. the fact of the matter is, we grow as writers and what you wrote last year will likely be considered worse than what you did this year in your own eyes bc you know you’ve grown.

i personally find seeing the growth really lovely. my first kpop fic was AWFUL, but i cried when i wrote it and im very attached to it. i’ve revamped it twice now because ive developed a more clear narrator voice. I will never let anything i worked hard on die, even if i hate it. i just rework it until it’s tolerable tbh.

also, keep in mind that many people will read even what you consider to be your worst fic ever and love it dearly. Be as gentle with yourself as your favorite readers are, they’ll be sad if you remove old fics. Even if it’s only one person missing it, that still means it’s worthy.

that being said, if it really is hard to keep them up, i support whatever you wanna do to make yourself feel more comfortable. private them, delete them, rework them, rewrite them entirely. It’s all worth it as long as you’re doing what you want !

[simpjaes]

girl... i had my friend read "hypersexual"... he's the one that had an out-of-body experience. i was busy raving about your talent and he wanted to see... safe to say, my NON-KPOP FAN friend loved your writing.

tell him i said thank u pls ; u ; Hope he continues to read and enjoy himself!!! [also i love u]

[simpjaes]

idk why it won't just let me link it normally but here!

girl... mamas... come get your maaaaan. he's making my head spin.

[MUFFLED LOUD BARKING, GROWLING, MOANING, CHOKING, DYING]

i've been holding myself back fr. need to find a reason to put him in this exact outfit for a fic.

.....stripper jay who just needs a bit of cash to pay for his final semester of university.......

save me stripper jay.........

[simpjaes]

omg?! is it praise simpjaes time? my timeline is so filled with love for you. i love it.

my fav writer hands down. i literally used your fics to come out to my local friends about my writing and reading fanfics. (crazy intro to the tumblr fanfic world if you think about it) you've changed their lives.

they're aiming to be like "hypersexual" jake now 😭 i didn't know what to say other than "good on you? ik her mind is insane."

praise simpjaes time?! oh, u know just the way to my heart ; 3 ;

thank you so much!!! i'll never get used to ppl calling me their fave writer but i will always take it to heart nonetheless!!!!!! tell your friends i said hi and to maybe not try to be like anyone i'm writing KJFHSDKJFHSDK wdym they're trying to be like jake in hypersexual??? a loser who can't get laid? ;O;

[simpjaes]

hi! it's your daily reminder that you're so loved by so many and by no more than me heh

; u ; r u saying u love me the most?

[simpjaes]

babe... i'm about to make a reblog account just for you. i try to keep my blog content mature at most, but your work is too good. i respect your byf and your mind 🗣️

i love u