#fibro diary

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Am I really in a lot of pain and fatigued or am I just a weak bitch???? I honestly can't tell sometimes

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Is is fibromyalgia or a different health issue/joint pain issue? The thrilling saga.

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I did absolutely nothing today yet my body thinks its run a marathon. I’ve been sleeping pretty good but it doesn’t help and the only time I really get a good amount of sleep is when I get sick so plz body dont do this to me. Resist that flu/cold/whatever it is

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Im feeling like shit and everything hurts but vine compilations will always make me feel a little better

I know so many of them by heart by now smh

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It’s amazing to have a day of full clarity, no fog from the pain, no mental illnesses rearing their ugly heads, too bad they are so precious and rare

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I’m about ready to cry from exhaustion. My shitty ass body just can’t handle days like this. Not to mention I was fucking ill the entire weekend.

Also handed in one of my tests without writing anything bc I fucked up my schedule and had like 2 days to study and all the questions were about the shit I didn’t have time to read. The other one went well enough I think. I honestly can’t bring myself to care. I know what to do for the resit and I don’t have the energy to beat myself up about it.

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God I’m having a bad day

Like just existing is already a struggle today im suprised I got any studying done

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I'm so frustrated. My ankle has been in intense pain for a few days now and I'm stiff and sore all over. My gp doesn't seem to want to try anything but the medication I'm already taking just doesn't work for me. He makes me feel like I'm a lunatic and questions anything I say. I know that people mean well when they tell me to stay strong-willed and to stay positive, but I just can't always do that. On top of dealing with fibro I'm also mentally and sometimes I just burst.