#fibro win

[xxtheonyxdragonxx]

Today was a good day, with plenty of spoons. It snowed, a lot, so I went for a walk up the punchbowl and Home again via a nice little cafe for lunch. I made chocolate pies for work tomorrow, fudge for my boyfriends mum and dinner for myself and my boyfriend. All in all a very good day.

[xxtheonyxdragonxx]

I have made 1 New Years resolution...

And that is to put myself first.

In health to try and manage my fibromyalgia so that I stop waking up in pain this morning. So that means eating healthier, doing more exercise and maybe loosing that half stone I’ve always been talking about.

My mental health so I can actually start progressing in this life I’ve found myself in.

In my relationship so that I have the time and energy to step back and say I need to rest so I can then put more into it.

Before my family and the narsicistic way they behave towards me, I don’t need their drama pulling me down.

Before work, I’m not letting anyone down if I say I can’t do something, it’s more important I say that and be able to come into work the next day.

It sounds selfish but how am I supposed to look after the ones I love if I can’t even look after myself.

2017 was so much better than 2016 but 2018 is the year I take my life back.