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How do I begin, how do I even say

All the little things you do each day

You cause my Impish eyes, the intelligence you make me believe inside Pushing me, enouraging me to be the very best version of myself

Laughter, smiles, tears of joy that never dry

The comfort your presence brings - you recharge my soul

I don't know if we'll ever be more, much as my heart yearns to touch yours

So I'll cherish every sideways smile, admire from a close distance all the while

I could talk with you for hours, forget that time even exists because all that matters is the now when I am around you

I envy your memory - for each moment you recall makes me melt

If given the chance would you let me in, let me care, to support, to simply be there?

Can I challenge your mind, strive to find where I live inside - that I may pad it out with comforting thoughts and blankets of affection hand woven with my good intentions

Could I insipire just one thought of yours even though you've sparked a million different ones of mine?

You've become my muse, in love, in life and art - you've rekindled my soul and the person I had lost

You make me want to grow, to become the person that you truley deserve

I want to be there for your lows, your highs, your can we stay here for a whiles

I see your journey move in the same direction as mine - can we travel united down it's way?

Promises are empty without a follow through - so how could I do anything less for you

Let me lift you, enrich your soul, be the cause of your squint as you laugh - to have the confidence to say you're more than welcome to think of that

You make me want to have plans, to accompany you to distant lands

Get over my fears and live life more

You inspire me to live and there is no one who I would want to be around me more

#man crush #unrequited affection #unrequited crush #love #wishing #i miss you #how is this possible #poetry #muse inspo #art #literature

When you realise that you missed out on signals months ago that someone was into you and now they're stuck on the other side of the planet...

I'm an idiot!!

I may or may not have had Covid...

So over the last week or so I’ve been really ill with what I thought was an asthma flare up. (Sore chest, breathlessness, dizziness, headaches and fatigue) I’ve also had 3 negative covid tests during January. 4 phone calls, 2 in person drs visits and an ambulance trip to a&e later, a course of anitbiotics, steroids, nebulizer and codine later again my breathing is so much better and chest pain is minimal. They thought it was a chest infection with secondary costochronditus. Then the lower parts of both lungs stopped working. All the way through everyone said that they’re really surprised I’ve tested negative. Now, 11 days after symptoms began, I feel almost normal apart from extreme dizziness and fatigue (I’m struggling to make myself coffee...)

They now think I’ve had covid even though I’ve tested negative.

I’ve been so careful, always worn a mask, washed my hands and even started to work from home. Symptoms started 10 days after my last contact with the outside world...

#covid_19 #outside #asthma #chestpain #fatigue #careful

Merry Christmas from my own home

2020 has been a majorly sucky year in so many ways but the one good thing is that I now live with just my boyfriend in our own place. It's also meant that I can decorate for the first time in over 3 years

#christmas #gothic #goth #tree topper #lights

I made jam for the first time ever! So much tastier than shop bought https://www.instagram.com/p/CBIofMwge98/?igshid=vgxks6lybnh7

I think I’ve turned nocturnal...

Self-Isolation plus Fibro flare up have my sleep schedule truly fucked and not having the routine of work to help keep me at “normal” hours isn’t helping...

#fibromyalgia #fibro flare #nocturnal #sleep #No sleep #self isolation

Haven’t drawn anything in ages! https://www.instagram.com/p/B-sy6Drgl1p/?igshid=3qqhbkmseahr

#lockdown #day15 #art #mandala #colourful #colour #first time in forever #creative #positivethinking

Listening to my boyfriend sing in the shower has to be one of the cutest things ever :)

#boyfriend #gorgeous #shower #morning

birdblinder

me, looking at the current state of the world, crying:I wish none of this had happened…

Gandalf, materialising in my conscience, smiling kindly: So do all who live to see such times, but that is not for them to decide. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to us. There are other forces at work in this world, besides the will of evil.

geekinglikeaboss

This is wonderfully helpful.

rush-keating-deactivated2018121

There’s also Sam: “It’s like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger, they were. And sometimes you didn’t want to know the end. Because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it’s only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn’t. They kept going. Because they were holding on to something.”