#fibrozombie

[mental-health-advice]

I don't have ulcerative colitis but I do have a lot of other health issues so I know what it's like to be sick. the anon can message me if they need to.

To the anon with ulcerative colitis 

Thank you!

Courtney♥

[bendybutnotbroken]

Blueberry, grapes, lemon, tangerine, lime. ❤

Aww thanks lovely <3 I love your blog too

[laughingatlivedragons]

Tagged!

Omg I was tagged! :3

Rule 1: Always post the rules.

Rule 2: Answer the questions the person who tagged you asked and write 11 new ones.

Rule 3: Tag 11 people and link them to the post.

Rule 4: Actually tell them you tagged them

My questions:

What is something that always makes you really happy? Cuddling my dogs always helps, or just playing videogames in my room.

How many stuffed animals are there in your room? 5, and all of them are in my bed :D

Do you have any dreams for the future? I'd like to become a tattoo artist and travel the world, not necessarily in that order.

What is something you would really like to learn? Sign language, creating jewelry, creating costumes, ugh, you name it ;-;

What would your dream house be like? Lots of wood. Very cosy living room, perhaps with a fireplace, a large, but tidy, bedroom, a beautiful kitchen, and if it's possible, an indoor swimming pool. Oh, and a mancave with lots of consoles and games and mangas etc.

Do you have a favorite flower? Tough question! I always like roses, and lillies are also beautiful... But I like almost any flower! :3

If you could do any job you wanted, what would it be? Tattoo artist, or dolphin trainer <3

If animals could talk, what would you say to them? I would ask them what it's like to live life so free and not thinking about the future, or money, or everyday troubles we seem to have.

Do you collect anything? Games on steam.. I want to have a lot of different games so I can always download them and play them whenever I want, wherever I want.

Who is your most favorite character of all characters that you know? Gah, another tough question! I guess I'd go with Buffy, because she's just badass, yet also has a softer, girly side to her. Or Veronica Mars. She's so witty and I absolutely love her.

What is your favorite type of sweets? Chocolate always works! Especially pure chocolate.

Okay, so the people I tag now will be some mutual followers, and some people I've never talked to! (But you're always welcome to drop me a message): notdeadnotliving, someblokecalledrichbrook, liesjevh, fibrozombie, cumber-kitty, onebrowngurl, lupified, samackles, places-to-be-and-butts-to-touch, emilianadarling and boybandsandbaseball

My questions are:

What’s one of the scariest things you’ve ever done?

Do you like to plan things out in detail or be spontaneous?

Have you ever tried sushi? (Did you like it?)

What’s the first thing you notice about people?

What’s something most people don’t know about you?

What’s the biggest personal change you’ve ever made?

Do you prefer baths or showers?

Whats been your best present?

Who was the last person you talked to? (Via txt/skype/face-to-face, etc)

If you could pick one country to go to, which one would you pick and why?

What's your favourite quote from movie/book/series?

[skreezilla]

Rant and moan.... sorry im so glum

I have had enough of not being able to make contact with things because of the pain on the part of my body that things touch….

My rib is really getting me down because I can’t get a good enough breath I feel like im suffocating, and the pain every time I move is effecting me badly.

I hate that the only way I can function is if I take 4 to 6 heavy painkillers, painkillers that a single one would make a normal person fall fast asleep.

I hate the fact that if I do not take any one of the aforementioned pain killers I will go througj terrible withdrawal. 

I hate the fact this illness has cost me so much in life, I hate that it is ruining my career it has left me financially ruined and it with other bodily issues is taking from me more than just quality of life but shorting my life significantly…

I miss being me I miss being clear in mind and not a drug zombie.

[theseocdcompulsions]

[bendybutnotbroken]

fibrozombie replied to your post “fibrozombie replied to your post “fibrozombie replied to your post...”

My jaw pops out also and I've had 3 endoscopies and I've never had a problem.

Ive tried telling them i dont think it would be a problem but you know doctors they always know best

[bendybutnotbroken]

fibrozombie replied to your post “fibrozombie replied to your post “Seems my stomach is doing that thing...”

You probably have it. Bethanechol can work it tightens your muscles so things don't come back up. My gerd causes me more nausea than anything else. I use dexilant and bethanechol as preventative and zofran and phenergan for treating the symptoms.

Im seeing my gastro consultant again in september so I'll mention it to him. They keep putting off an endoscopy because my jaw dislocates even though I told them that its not that bad and can be dealt with & I'd rather find out what was wrong & get treatment.

[bendybutnotbroken]

fibrozombie replied to your post “Seems my stomach is doing that thing where it hits me with nausea...”

Do you have gerd?

Im having tests at the moment to find out what the problem is but theyre taking forever