warnings: smoking weed, cussing, sexual jokes/flirting, making out, fluff
summary: after your first time getting high you want to do it again with the one person you trust, jj maybank, but this time is different. there’s more tension between you two, will the weed give you the confidence you need to make a move on your best friend?
part two to “just a little”
You had the worst day ever. Your girl-friends ditched you at lunch, your food was cold, the teachers called on you for the awnsers you didn’t know, and you haven’t completed that stupid essay yet. You really needed to relax, and you really wanted to see JJ. After school you found Kiara, JJ, John B, Sarah and Pope waiting for you in your usual spot.
John B was leaning against the hood of the Twinkie and Sarah’s arms were wrapped around his neck, their lips just inches apart. Pope and Kiara were arguing about wether Pluto was a planet or not, and JJ was smirking as he watched them, hands gripping the straps of his backpack. You smiled as you walked up to the group.
Sarah saw you first and let go of John B to give you a tight hug around the neck. “Wait to go Y/N, worlds biggest cock-block.” John B joked with a smile before pulling Sarah back to him. Sarah and you both giggled before you shrugged. “Not my fault your girlfriend likes me more.”
“Yeah but no one likes you as much as me.” You heard JJ’s voice from behind you. He grabbed your backpack and pulled you into his chest, his breath against your neck. You giggled as you hugged his arms that clinged to your neck. “Hi J.” You say with a smile. “Hi sweetheart.”
“You guys ready to go?” Kiara asked, hitting the top of the Twinkie. You all nodded and got into the car. John B drove, Sarah was the passenger princess, Pope and Kiara took the two seats behind Sarah and John B, and JJ took the last one in front of them. He pulled you into his lap crossed the buckle over your chest.
This wasn’t unusual for you two. There wasn’t enough seats in the Twinkie so someone often had to sit in someone else’s lap. Most the time it was you and JJ, neither of you mind, though it always surprised you how the seatbelt could go over you both.
“Is it too tight?” He asked. You shook your head as he wrapped his arms around your waist, holding you firmly in his lap. The car ride was silent between you and JJ. And he noticed something was off because usually you’d be sharing a conversation with him or the others.
He waited until the other four were arguing about something, so it was decently loud, and he leaned into your ear. You shivered when you felt his warm breath against your neck. “You okay? You’ve been quite this whole ride.”
You nodded before turning slightly to look at him. “Just had a rough day, J.” His eyes immediately softened as he moved his hand to caress yours. “I’m sorry baby, is there anything I can do to make it better?” He asked softly, just above a whisper. You smiled to yourself, knowing exactly what he can do.
“Get high with me?” You asked. He laughed loudly causing the others to turn their heads to you two, but they figured it was nothing and went back to their regular conversation. “You tried it once and you want more?”
“Pleeeease? It will be my two favorite things with me. You and weed.” He nodded softly and pat your thigh. “Alright, i’ll see what I can do.” You smiled and leaned more into him, slowly closing your eyes as you waited to arrive home.
Once we got to the chateau everyone unbuckled and started getting out. Once Pope and Kie were out and heading towards the house JJ tapped your thigh and motioned for you to get up. You stood as much as you could and let him slip out from behind you. He pushed you back into the seat and said he’d be back.
He went inside with everyone else and quickly informed John B you two were going to smoke.
“What are you doing to her JJ?” John B joked with a laugh. JJ threw his hands up in a laugh. “Nothing man, she keeps coming to me, and who am I to deny her? Wouldn’t be very gentleman like of me would it?”
“Whatever man, just be safe.”
He finally left the chateau coming back with a blunt and a lighter. He got inside the Twinkie to see you looking at the window towards the water, admiring way the moon shined down on the water. He smiled towards you and shut the door which caught your attention.
“You got it!” You cheered as he sat on the floor of the Twinkie. “I got it.” He nodded. He pat the floor next to him and you joined him. He lit it and took the first hit. You bit your lip in anticipation and he handed it to you. “Alright calm down. Your like a puppy begging for food.” He chuckled. “Remember what I said? About it burning a little?” You nodded. “I remember J.”
“Kay, then go ahead baby.”
You slowly took a hit, you held it for longer this time, and it didn’t burn as much, but still enough to make you cough. You coughed for a minute hit didn’t need any water. “You’re getting better at this sweeheart, good job. There you go.” He said as he pat your back. You nodded, before he could take the blunt back you took another hit, taking your time blowing it out. This time you didn’t cough.
He took it back and hit it as well, blowing the smoke in the air. You felt the same effects as last time, but they were heavier since you took more. You yawned and stretched your legs out. “Wanna talk about it?” You looked at him before shrugging. “Not much to talk about. Teachers being annoying, not having anyone to sit with at lunch, and I still haven’t finished that stupid paper.”
He rubbed your arm and shoulders softly. “It’s okay Y/N, i’m sure Kie wouldn’t mind helping you. You know she’s interested in that stuff. Talks about it every damn day.” He laughs shaking his head and taking another hit. As he blew out the smoke you remembered something your friends had told you in class.
“What’s, shot-gunning?” You said slowly, making sure you were saying it right. “Shotgunning? Like with beer?” You shook your head. “No like, with the smoke.” You said nodding your head towards the blunt. “Some of my friends were talking about how you can shotgun with smoke.”
He made an “O” shape with his mouth, if realization. “Oh yeah, their talking about when one person blows the smoke into another persons mouth.” You cocked your head in confusion, how would that work? He seemed to have read your mind as he continued to explain. “Basically one person hits this,” He said waving the blunt in the air. “And they inhale it like normal. But instead of blowing the smoke into they air, they blow it into the other persons mouth and they inhale it as well. Then they blow it out.”
Without hesitation you asked, “Can we try?” It seemed like such an intimate thing. Maybe the weed had gotten into your head. But JJ couldn’t say no, not with the way it intrigued you. “Sure baby, come here.” He said patting his thigh. You moved over to him and he pulled you to straddle his lap. You blushed at the position, you’ve sat in JJ’s lap countless of times, but you’ve never straddled him.
Once in position you looked up at him as his hand gripped your waist softly, he took a long hit and inhaled it. As he inhaled he moved his hand to cup your jaw firmly and bring you closer to him. There was no denying you were red as a tomato. You’ve had a crush on JJ for the longest time, but you’ve never felt as if he may have felt the same. He’d always considered you a friend.
He tapped your chin twice, signaling for you to open your mouth. You did and he leaned forward. His lips brushed against yours as he blew the smoke into your mouth. You inhaled the smoke into your own lungs, but you were so captivated in how soft his lips caressed yours that you held it in for too long causing you to have a coughing fit.
JJ immediately set the blunt down and cursed himself for not bringing a water bottle. He brought you closer to him as he stroked your hair and pat your back. “You’re okay baby, just breathe a bit.” You finally stopped coughing and pulled back to wipe the little bit of spit on your lips. “Why’d you hold in for so long?” He asked, concern lacing his voice as he stroked your cheek to calm you.
“Sorry J, I-uhm, got distracted.” He chuckled softly. “What distracted you?” You shook your head softly before mumbling. “Nothing J.” You ducked your head down, looking at anything but JJ’s eyes. He tilted your head up to look at him, but you could only look at his lips. You wanted so badly to mold your with his. You wanted to feel his lips on yours 100%, not just a little touch.
“Hey what’s wrong? Talk to me.” You swallowed harshly before taking a deep breathe. If you weren’t high before you we’re definitely high now, and you suddenly had a burst of confidence. “Canikissyou?” You blurred out. He laughed and furrowed his brows. “Say that one more time.”
“Can I kiss you?” You both froze, you out of fear and his out of shock. He felt his cheeks heating up. No, he couldn’t be hearing you right. You? Wanted to kiss JJ? Surely not. He had been 100% sure you saw him as nothing more than a friend. He patted your thigh, “Okay I think we had a little too much to smoke.” He laughed sadly. He tried to get you off but you stopped him.
“No J, i’m serious. I’ve wanted to for a long time, promise.” He scanned your face for any sigh that you were fucking him. He couldn’t find any. He was shocked, he had been in love with you for so long to the point it physically hurt when you weren’t with him every second of every day. “I’m sorry if I made you uncomfortable.” You started. “I just-“
He cut you off by grabbing your cheeks and smashing your lips into him. For a minute you froze, but your eyes quickly fluttered shut as your hands moved to his lower stomach for support and your lips moved in sync. It was the definition of fireworks, your lips fit perfectly together, like the right pieces of a puzzle. He kiss continued for a while, it started soft, then quickly got hot.
His hands found your hips, bringing you closer. Your hands went to each sides of his neck as you began finding it hard to breathe. You both pulled back but it wasn’t long before you were both back on each other. Not long after you heard cheers and whoops from inside the chateau and you both pulled back to look.
Sarah was watching happily from the window with a big smile plastered across her face. John B yelled, “Finally!” As Pope told Kie, “You owe me 40!”
You and JJ both laugh before turning back to each other. You quickly found his eyes. “Is everything you said true? About how you wanted this for a long time?”
You nodded. “Since day one, JJ.”
He smiled brightly before giving you another quick peck. “Then you have a lot of time to make up for.”
“Better get started then huh?” You joked before your mouths collided again.
