I have a complicated medical history and most of it happened before I turned 6 so my only memories of it are pretty vague but Im 99% sure I have adhd and its just so frustrating to not be 100% sure because I have all these symptoms but since I dont know for sure I dont want to say I have it if it turns out I dont.Also I want to say that people ruined fidget spinners/cubes cause now I cant use them in school without getting in trouble when they actually help me focus better
uuuuggggghhhh the struggggggg. and honestly even after getting evaluated by a psychiatrist and going on meds and responding well to meds and getting CBT I’m still like ‘but it wasn’t the full 6-10 hour long evaluation, what if I’m full of lies?’ (though seriously speaking getting a full evaluation is the only way to be absolutely sure, and I want to get one as soon as I can afford it).
I hope that you can get an evaluation and find out if you do have it for your peace of mind D:
and also seriously, fidget spinners as toys was legit the worst thing to ever happen to people with autism and adhd imho. i bet kids who need them to get through class get picked on for getting special treatment even though it’s something they actually need, not just a fun toy for them :T