Okay so there’s a new guy in my life. It’s an… interesting conundrum. I really like his personality, though he can absolutely be abrasive and argumentative at times. I like the way his body fits to mine (we have not had sex yet!) He’s like the perfect cuddle partner 🥰 However, I don’t necessarily find myself attracted to him, either. Not even necessarily from his looks, though admittedly that’s part of it, but he does a lot of things that remind me of my dad.
(Insert bit about my dad beating the shit out of me in my teens here.)
Now, I think I’m lucky and don’t really have a lot of deep set daddy issues, honestly. I don’t have a DD/lg kink, I don’t find a caretaker necessary. If anything, I’ve gone the other way and become hyper independent, though I don’t think that’s the case either when I hate going places alone 😂
Anyway, I’m getting off track here.
He’s 5 years younger than me, 5” taller, and a 5.5” cock, so that’s all fun. His hands are bigger too, and he can actually pick my fat ass up 😩
We’ve discussed it and I’m not ready for a relationship, especially with someone that brings out a very mild trauma response 😅 We both know this is going to probably end in flames, but you know what? I’m gonna do it anyway 😏
Just wanted to give you all a heads up. His tag will be #fiery ginger, as there may be another ginger soon too. But that guy has been a pain in my ass for over a decade so I doubt it 😂
