#fierylevans

[ofblackdaffodil]

When: September 1st, 1991 With: @fierylevans​

          It took a while to unlearn a whole lifetime of beliefs. Or, in Narcissa’s case, it took a while for her to get comfortable around Lily Evans and the other muggleborns ( whether they be in the order or not ). It was nothing personal, of course, and the blonde was definitely trying, but trying did not feel good enough and sometimes —— sometimes, she questioned her reasons for even being here ( she had done it for her sister and her cousin, the family she had lost and always wanted back, but also for herself and the dreams she had had that were threatened by the life she was meant to live, but this did not matter now. Not anymore ), for spying on the Death Eaters for them all. Putting herself at risk like that still felt counter-intuitive ( foolish ), but the struggle was worth the end goal. 

          Still, Lily’s son was starting Hogwarts today, and this felt like one of those milestones you had to address, especially when left alone in the meeting room. ( Narcissa really should be going, she is meant to be running errands, but she wanted to be polite. ) « So, what house does Harry hope he’ll be in ? »

[evelynmacnair]

17. Does your muse consider themselves a good person? Why or why not?

There hasn’t come a time where she asks herself that question. Up until now she still believes a person can do good and bad things, but that might change sooner than she thinks. 

[evelynmacnair]

7. How many scars does your muse have?

Evelyn has a small scar on her knee, she’s was a well behaved poised child so there wasn’t a chance for her to get scars. The one on her knee she got after slipping on a snowy day on the steps leading to the courtyard at Hogwarts.

[xregulus]

3. What is your muse’s biggest fear?

endangering the people he loves. he fears that because of his actions they are going to be in danger. 

[xregulus]

10. Does your muse have nightmares? What about?

regulus does not remember his dreams. good or bad he’s never able to recall them in the morning. but nothing he could dream about compares to a childhood growing up in that house and family he did, or to the things he’s done for the dark lord.

[xregulus]

15. How often does your muse cry? Do they view it as weakness?

regulus is used to denying he’s having any sorts of feelings or emotions, but he’s always one inconvenience away from an emotional breakdown. but due to the way he was raised, he does believe crying is a weakness. 

[pxtterjames]

14. What was the most traumatic moment in your muse’s life?

The most terrifying moment in his life was when Snape found out how to get past the Whomping Willow on the night of the full moon. Having to run in after him whilst in his human form and get between him and his Moony had scarred him for a couple of reasons:

1) He knew that Remus wasn’t himself and would have no control over his actions, and if he had harmed either himself or Snivellus then it wouldn’t have been his fault, and he knew that one of Remus’ biggest fears was the loss of control he had whilst in his wolf form.

2) It would have destroyed Remus when he woke up the next morning to find out that he had hurt or killed another student, even if it had been Snape.

3) Snivellus now knew their biggest secret and he detested the thought of him being able to use it against his best friend, or being able to reveal the truth at any moment and ruin Remus’ life.

[pxtterjames]

8. Does your muse tend to bottle things up?

He has been known to wear his heart on his sleeve at times, but occasionally he will bottle things up for the sake of putting his friends feelings above his own; if they were in pain, or upset, then his own feelings would seem insignificant in comparison and he would try to squash them down so that he can look after them.