#fighting everyday

[lostindaydreams]

Text: “You’re not weak. You’ve just been fighting for so long you’ve grown tired.” | Things I need to remind myself | Nate Clement | lostindaydreams |

[beforehefell]

Sorry for the lack of updates

Hey guys I know its been forever since ive said anything but I really am sorry. My work and home life are really stressful so Ive lost interest in literally everything. I dont play games, read, listen to music or write. Anything I once enjoyed seems so...

Ive started seeing a therapist due to the high rate of suicidal thoughts ive had the past few months and while Im not going to do anything I still have issues getting out of bed.

I think of this blog daily and and constantly regret not writing a story I love but sometimes its hard to even breathe let alone try to write. I do want to continue it. I do, I just have no idea when I’ll be able to. I don’t want to give up and every time I think about doing so I fight against it because Before He Fell is a story I want to tell.

So those who still hope for a new chapter, those who still believe in me, those who want to know how he falls... thank you for sticking with me. Even silently.

Hope is all we have left and I hope to one day finish my tale.

Be strong. 

[tricky-gnome]

I cried a lot today. Today was one of the hardest days I've had in a while. Things kept piling up and all I could see were the negatives. But now I am ready to face tomorrow.

[yd33]

Stupid foot!

I somehow managed to cut my big toe - rather than my nail - on my bad leg today, causing a lot of bleeding, pain and swelling. I had to put a plaster on to stop the bleeding, which progressively got tighter as my toe swelled up. A quick hit bath later, and my leg now feels red raw and on fire. Tonight may not be about sleeping. :-(