@lostindaydreams - Tumblr Blog

Text: “You’re not weak. You’ve just been fighting for so long you’ve grown tired.” | Things I need to remind myself | Nate Clement | lostindaydreams |

#day in my life #fighting everyday #can't give up #need to keep fighting #I am not weak #I am strong #i am just tired #mental health #don't give up #you're good enough #theres always a reason to keep fighting

Voodoo Doll

Take the knife and dig at it again The wound is getting deeper my friend With each push another thread breaks As you slowly sever any connection in place You continue still Blind to see The pain you’re constantly causing me Maybe if you opened your eyes And saw how much I'm bleeding inside I might be able to catch my breath And maybe get a little rest — Short spoken word poem | Nate Clement | lostindaydreams

Obtained image from here

Image attribution here

#short spoken word poem #mental health #still in pain #can't breathe #slowly falling #i need to breathe #can't escape my mind #need a break #need to escape #need to catch my breath

I wish I could stop attracting people who hurt me because I'm still not at a point in my recovery where I can leave those people behind and move on...

Ramblings of my mind | Nate Clement | lostindaydreams

Image found on Pinterest here

Creator of image Henn Kim

#unable to move on #trying to recover #trying to cope #trying to get better #i want to leave you behind #i don't want to hurt anymore #i want to move on #i want to get better #i want to cope #i want to recover #cut myself off from everyone #mental health #abandonment issues

It's a scary thing being stuck in a situation that triggers me because my social anxiety won't allow me to leave...

Ramblings of my mind | Nate Clement | lostindaydreams

Image found on Pinterest here

Creator of image unknown

#social anxiety #mental health #Triggers #trapped #can't escape my mind #i want to run away #i just want to be happy #i just want to be free #stuck #i want to leave #but i can't

Handle with care

My illness isn't visible Which makes it hard for others to see The pain that is constantly inside of me Going every day with this weight on my shoulders Everyone is unknown to it No one notices Somedays I wish that others could see But I know such a day could never be So please handle me with care Because there are no fragile stickers here No labels all over for everyone to see No warnings of how breakable I can be But I want you to know That I will break just the same Before I’m left all alone To pick up the pieces again

— Short spoken word poem | Nate Clement | lostindaydreams

Image found on Pinterest here

Creator of image Avogado6

#handle with care #i'm fragile #short poem #mental health #please be careful with me #i just want to be better #trying to recover #Survivor #picking up the pieces #invisable disability

When I dissociate I feel like I'm looking through a stained-glass window. I can’t recognise the world before me and everything around me is in chaos but I feel completely numb. For brief moments of clarity, it feels like I'm waking up from a dream but those never last long. This wouldn't be a problem I think if I didn't also dissociate when things are going good. I feel like my brain can't handle the concept that I'm not in danger and it physically can't comprehend that my whole world isn't about to turn upside down any second. It's so used to living this way that it can't cope with things going right. A positive life is a dream for my mind and I think dissociating is the only way it can handle any situation it faces. In the end, this means that my brains ultimate defense against things that hurt me ends up keeping me constantly at arms length from things that make me happy and I don't know how to fix that but I want to try...

—Ramblings of my mind | Nate Clement | lostindaydreams

Obtained image from Pinterest here

Original creator of image unknown

(Had to repost because the original needed re-formatting)

#i just want to be happy #i would never wish this upon anyone #dissociation #mental health #ptsd #fighting everyday #i wish it was easier #i won't give up #i hate being numb #i will get better #just wait

“I'm sorry I was weak and let you see my pain I'll try not to let it happen again...”

—Ramblings of my mind | Nate Clement | lostindaydreams

Obtained image from Pinterest here

Possible creator of image @ryuzaki_777

#i'm sorry #i broke again #i hate myself too #i won't let it happen again #pretend to be happy #fake it till you break it #depressed #suicidal #im not good enough #mental health

I don’t feel okay.

There’s a sinkhole inside my chest Dragging me in further each night No emergency stop button anywhere in sight

I can’t seem to catch my breath Maybe this darkness is safe But not when I’m left alone deep in this space

Each night consists of the same 2am memories flooding my brain Of people who loved me Or so I thought But that’s my own fault I think as I lay here distraught

4am realizations of things I should’ve said Never will I get those chances again

6am panic attacks of today’s plans Half of those will have to wait till tomorrow now

This cycle keeps repeating With no end in sight I don’t feel safe on this lonely night

I don’t think I'll be able to escape From my own self inflicted pain But if I don’t try then I’ll have nothing to gain

This ever-growing vortex That exists inside my chest Why won’t it let me just rest

It hurts so much But I can’t let it show So I guess I’ll just hide As this black hole slowly takes away my soul...

— Spoken Word Poem | Nate Clement | lostindaydreams

Obtained image from google from here

Possible creator of the image here

#depressed #insomnia #fake it till you break it #im broken #i want to be happy #feeling alone #not able to heal #i just want to be better #i don't know what to do anymore #trying to recover #trying to be happy #my own worst enemy #ramblings of my mind #i feel empty #todaysplansaretomorrowsnow

Today I realized one of the worst things about my PTSD is that I'm being hurt in the present by things that happened in the past by people who didn't care about my future over and over again with no end in sight...

Ramblings of my mind | Nate Clement | lostindaydreams

Obtained image from Pinterest here

Possible creator of the Image here

#ptsd #triggers #im tryin so hard #still in pain #survivor #fighter #won't let you win #keep on fighting

Every step I take makes me even closer to the life I need. I just need to remember not to get disheartened if I feel like I'm moving in the wrong direction. The universe knows what I really want and it's showing me the way so I just need to trust in it and let it guide me.

Ramblings of my mind | Nate Clement | lostindaydreams

Obtained image from Pinterest here

Possible creator of image Rachel Miller

#trying to be happy #just be patient #trust in the universe #getting there slowly #getting better #don't give up

I'm scared of being not ok because last time I almost lost you.

Ramblings of my mind | Nate Clement | LostInDaydreams

Obtained image from Pinterest here Creator of image T3XT3DITS

#depresion #anxiety #ptsd #i just want to sleep #pretend to be happy

Trending Blogs

Recently Viewed Blogs