playing this tonight with my favorite treat. Doritos and Dr Pepper. I keep starting it over, replaying the parts I like. I wonder if I’ll finish it this time. just adhd adhding I guess lol
I gave myself permission to feel my negative emotions, and sit with them. that it’s human and normal to feel icky sometimes. that they will pass eventually. and that was freeing in a way because I usually run away, thinking something is wrong with me.
the fruits of my therapy, I suppose, that I’ve gotten here.
but playing this now is interesting when I’m in the middle of my deconstruction of my faith. it has a deeper meaning this time, and I connect to Yuna more than ever.

















