#finally breathing

[sour-butterfly]

Y hoy es el día en el que por finnn. Después de mucho tiempo siento que por fin puedo volver a respirar. ¡QUE ALIVIÓ DIOSSS!

Gracias abuelita bella por seguir cuidándome y guiándome desde el cielo. TE AMO MUCHO.🌹🕊🤍

[shadowhuntersimon]

Nearly all my life, I’ve buried my desires and dreams down deep under the guise of “maybe someday”.

I’ve spent every day waiting, waiting, waiting

It’s time to excavate.

[thechosenpessimist05]

Today I opened up to my friends about my thoughts and anxieties. And they cried for me. I can't begin to express how touched I am right now. I feel a little more at ease about it all. Just to know someone truly cares about me. And it's not just a mask they wear. I think I'll be able to sleep tonight.

[ciaoveneca]

[mrblueberryworld]

I am proud of myself. I am sitting here doing all of my work even though my mind keeps telling me there is no point. Yes it may may be 2 days late but I am glad I am doing it to the best of my ability. I let my depression get to me I let it crawl through and destroy my motivation to do anything. I let it take away my love for learning and turn it into a chore. But here I am fighting back and though it may be hard from just giving in and laying in bed while drowning in my own tears of failure I am still trying to get caught up. I want to overcome this dark hole that takes away my ability to wake up and look forward to the day. I want to stop believing the voice in my head that tells me I amount to nothing so what is the point in trying. I am finally trying to breathe in the air even though the darkness in my head tells me it is poison. I am finally breathing.

[bluecorolla]

those surprises life gives you when you think the world is going to end. 

[feels-all]

My roommate

Your skin is just fine albeit discolored. Your hair is just fine even if it won't sit down in some seemingly normal way. Your makeup is perfectly crafted, although somehow you see a train wreck. So tell me why you are always such a horrid mood. So droll and so toxic. Why can't you see this beautiful Individual that I wake to every morning? Why can't you hear the intelligent quips That come out of your mouth and hear the sweet nothing's people spew towards you on a daily basis. They hold you up above so many others. They make You into someone you are not. I see who you really are. A spoiled little girl that wants everything and nothing all at once.

[vie-rose]

Yesterday at midnight, I finally I closed a cycle that I supposed to close about two years ago with this guy. I told him how much I suffered and than now I’m better than ever and for the first time in a lot of time, I felt truly happy. Of course I have to work a lot of things but I think this was the first step on my bucket list.

"Rain came pouring down when I was drowning that’s when I could finally breathe and by morning gone was any trace of you, I think I’m finally clean"