i fucked up real bad today.
Should have not like ate too much (was actually healthy but still i was expecting myself to eat lesser than usual due to lack of appetite)
I was watching Dr.House 3FUCKING episodes. What the actual fuck is wrong with me. Well to fucking top it all off. I was guilt scrolling youtube for an HOUR CAUSE I WATCHED DR.HOUSE 3 EPISODES AND ATE MORE. FUCK FUCK FUCK?
well i had to compensate for that by delaying my test from 6.pm TO FUCKING 12:00AM YEAH AT NIGHT.
It was a 50 mark test so i just completed and uploaded now (1:30am). I should sleep now and wake up at 7am.
I did 7 pushups and 13 wannabe pushups so theres that.
TOMMOROWW AINT GONNA BE LIKE THIS FOR FUCKS SAKE. IAM FUCKING SURE. I will drink eat soup with chips maybe while like watching a video or something but strictly no more "just one episode" or "one movie" till sept 15.
Its bad enough that iam focusing on my side gigs now tis too?
I will just end up failing miserably while all my friends would have cleared and be employed at good firms while i have my thumb in my ass. I aint letting that happen