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[worklesslady]

I got laid off

Two months ago, I got a promotion at my job. Higher salary and, above all, a boost to my self-esteem. I was performing well; feedback from everywhere was amazing. Everyone I worked with loved me, and the company recognized my dedication and rewarded me with a promotion!

I was happy and satisfied. I enjoyed a nice trip with my girlfriend to Venice (we live in the Netherlands, and I'm Italian).

My career was going well. I had found a job that I loved and excelled at.

One month ago, I got laid off. Apparently, my company has two heads that don't communicate with each other. One head is the managers who actually do the job and work with people; the other head is the stakeholder-pleasers who don't care at all about people, but just about numbers.

The US didn't reach the quota this year, so let's cut all the EU market. It doesn't matter how well they're doing; they are too small in comparison.

And the people who work there?

Probably the answer to this question was: Who?

We got laid off—me, my team, other European teams. All our work, planning, and energy didn't mean enough.

It happened in a few hours. One minute I was enjoying my first salary after the promotion, and the next minute I was crying because I would soon be kicked out of the system.

I feel like I fell from the top of a building.

Everybody around me is saying not to worry, that I'll find another job, that I'm qualified, and everything will be good.

The truth is, nothing is good. I feel like shit. I have Rejection Sensitivity, so you can imagine how fun it is to receive tons of rejection emails for your applications.

And what about the tips about CVs, cover letters, and all the different application methods that exist? One goes against the other, and you're left more confused than ever.

People are telling me to take it easy, that I have time and I just started my application process, but I'm not good, I'm not feeling good. Then I think: what the fuck has this world made us become? Why do I feel so worthless when I didn't even get fired? I was a good worker, but still, it wasn't enough. Why can't I help but think that without a job, I'm nobody?

The absurd thing is that I would never think this of any of the people I know. People I love, including my girlfriend, have gone through periods when they didn't have a job and needed to find a new one. During those times, never, even for a second, did it occur to me to judge them or think less of them because they didn't have a job. So, why am I so hard on myself? Why can't I take all of this with more serenity? What's wrong with me?

I've opened this blog just to vent and let my thoughts out. I wanted to come across as a bit more funny, but today is not a very good day. Hopefully, I'll soon sharpen my "virtual pen."

Can anybody relate? Have you gone through it? Any suggestions? Anybody else need support?

[tariesaus]

Making dreams come true one person at a time. #job #employment #goals #findingwork #resumes #coverletters #application #freementoring

[bellafountain]

Really feeling the stress of the whole thing today 😣 When all else fails, a sunshine nap should help. #sellinghouses #movinghouses #leavingwork #findingwork #managingmytribe

[notimeforcolor]

[jeymale-blog]

faith and hope is all i have #findingWork

[dearartdirector]

Do ADs search online sites such as Hire an Illustrator? And if so, have you ever hired someone from one of those sites?

Sites like Hire an Illustrator and Behance and Deviant Art are great resources…but you’re most commonly going to be pulling in individuals and small companies. There are exceptions, of course, but for the most part ADs are not looking at those sites. It’s our job to know which artists are out working in our industry at the level we need. We use social media, referrals from other ADs, annuals, competitions, promos and emails directly from artists, etc. to find artists. However, that’s not to say that those sites are not worthwhile. It depends on where you are in your career. If your work is not ready for the top tier of your chosen industry, you can use jobs from those sites to get some pay while you make good portfolio pieces and hone your skills. For example, a lot of self-publishing authors use those sites to find artists, and that’s a great way to build up a book cover portfolio to take to one of the major publisher ADs.

—Agent KillFee

[gabbipascua-blog-blog]

#fbf #findingwork // grooming I did for the @klaxonsband show me a miracle music video // directed by @alexleebrthr cc: @lanajaywackey special thanks to @greatbritz 💋 #music #makeup #work #love