#finnie basks

[finniestoncrane]

every time i lose followers on this stupid website my brain equates it with losing a fucking limb so i vote that they remove the ability to see how many followers you have. cloutless site. nothing gained nothing lost

[finniestoncrane]

i can never shake the feeling that people are embarrassed to be seen with me. i think most of the time it comes across more obviously in me being worried about people not reblogging my stuff, because i complain here like it’s my diary. but it is prevalent in the real world too. i don’t get invited places. i don’t get asked to do stuff. i don’t feel comfortable inviting myself (that’s probably a combo autism anxiety move) but i just never feel like people in general want to associate with me and that feeling haunts me even in fulfilling friendships where i know it’s not true and it SUCKS

[finniestoncrane]

feeling very distant and very "people like me until they find something/someone better" about it all so i am GLAD i have therapy tonight

[finniestoncrane]

dano!riddler for my favourite author

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH are you shitting my dick omg look at HIM and you did this in like AN EVENING!? insane ;-; insanely talented insanely kind insanely beautiful INSANE

thank you so much ;-; crying weeping sobbing at my desk this is so CUTE his face??? his outfit??? it's so DYNAMIC i love your style 💚💚💚

BLUSHING SO HARD honestly!! favourite ;-; 💚💚💚

[finniestoncrane]

Finnie I'm reading the yj!riddler fic where he needs reader to pretend to be his date for the 506th time because I need him carnally. That's all tyty

YOU KNOW WHAT some of those i feel like i need to go back and rewrite and flesh them out because pretend dating is SO NEAT as a trope ;-; but also omg it will never NOT make me grin to think someone read my shit not once but multiple times hehehe 💚💚💚

[finniestoncrane]

Hi Finnie! I obviously appreciate all of your works that keep us well fed and give us a safe space to be freaks together, but I really like your little life updates and thoughts too. It’s like checking in with your long-distance friend. Anyways, I hope you have a lovely day darling, and thanks for being you.

- 🖤

kkhjkhasd thank you sweet bug this is so nice and so kind ;-;

i love to be freaks with people it's my favourite hobby!! but also it's nice to know people don't hate me for using this place like a diary lol i do like sharing some things, i like being happy and excited because i think it encourages other people to be happy and excited!! or at least it does for me!!

thank YOU for being you and being wonderful and sweet and kind and pleasant and i hope you walk by some very fragrant flowers and see a big fat healthy bumblebee and you both give each other a little nod 💚

[finniestoncrane]

Hope you feel better. Drew this for you.

Hope you feel better. Thanks for all the writing you do, love reading your stuff.

aaaaaaaaaaaaah thank you so much ;-; i will confess, i saw this while i was taking my break but waited until i was back to respond, but please know it literally made me SQUEAL like a little piggy penpal it's so cute!! absolute scenes from the animal farm au of gotham city where riddler piggy is being a complete bastard but he's doing it ADORABLY 💚💚💚

[finniestoncrane]

you’re one of the only reasons I stay on this app, I love your blog so much!

;-; nice to meeeeeeeee this is such a sweet thing to say, and i have no idea why you feel that way but the sentiment is treasured 💚🥺💚