Post Venus and Moon occultation - Fire Dragon unleashed
As I described before, my energy was totally down during Mars & Mercury conjunction on 09/16. The next day was the Moon & Venus occultation accompanied by Mars, Mercury and Regulus. (Astronomical pictures can be seen, for instance, here).
The day of 09/17 started with such a strong and loving connection with the Twin that I finally felt we’re on the same side of the 'heart’, in the same dimension, level, you name it. He was there with me in spirit and we were glued with open hearts, sharing limitless love, hiding nothing - one of many merges we’ve experienced this year but each one feels better than the previous ;) No text or talk however. There was intense love, passion and sexuality all mixed together in the air thanks to so many celestial bodies lined up.
But then, afternoon when all planets aligned better, I experienced the most furious anger I’ve felt for a long time which was not related to the twin or anything specific, it arose in me out of nowhere. My body wanted to spit it out. It was ancient but so very real and alive. My core life force, the essence, spirit have awakened.
It was some kind of violent transmutation, like in alchemy when you mix two compounds which melt furiously. An incineration of what the true spirit (dragon’s essence for me in this case) couldn’t stand anymore. The dragon wanted to literately burn and destroy all humans who still are not using their minds and hearts, who do not reach out to learn more about who they really are, who are lazy, ignorant, who delay this entire Ascension, who are asleep sheep (consumers), who keep the side of old, forced traditions, customs, male-female marriages only, who disrespect minorities, and who even stand in the rebels’ way who follow the truth of own intuition, higher self and heart (these bad guys are the government, politicians, banks, providers of many crucial things like water, gas, electricity etc.). Dragon desired to burn those who twist and revert simple truths to serve their purposes even when everybody sees they’re lying (police, courts, homeland security etc.), but they don’t do anything to leave the negative energy they’re linked to. Stand the fuck at the side of love and fairness. Love feels comfortable. Leave the old. Leave chaos. Choose harmony, order and own freedom. The overall blindness, wasting of our time, stupidity and idiocy of some people are what old, wise dragons cannot cope with anymore. Maybe it’s the moment which Gaia was waiting for and preparing to unleash the dragons as the final force.
My anger was all merged with some ancient pain towards humans as they were abusing, devaluing the symbol of the dragon. Humans misjudging and misinterpreting Draconians’ intentions (duality & chaos control) once we saw what’s going on here on Earth and what negative Reptilians with their allies cooked. I will soon write another article about who Draconians are and those who were born with the Dragonian Code of Honor in their hearts (related to true celestial, royal Dragons) because I feel it’s time to share and I know many will resonate as the truth must be told from the other side. I often catch those Pleiadans’, Jesus/Mary or archangels’ contactees who know nothing about Draconians other than that what was already written on the Internet and in books by those who didn’t like our true nature. And yet we were always right. I’m sick when I read one more article about how Draconians are cruel and abusive, all this copy/paste propaganda amongst New Age people brought by religious zealots to make more people hate and fear those who are the strongest, the oldest and wisest, who survived more than other species here in the Universe and were wounded on Earth and ‘wired wrong’ the same like others.
(Credit: Sandara)
Anyway, I’m the Fire Dragon and I’ve tasted the full meaning of both ‘fire’ and ‘dragon’s fury’ one more time on 09/17, which as always, left me purified and transmuted within. The fire & anger consumed me. I liked it at some point. It was this true, authentic energy which drives warriors to fight, to engage, hit only once and annihilate the enemy. I really wanted to avoid fighting with people because everybody felt an enemy, so I took garden scissors and started aggressively trimming a hedge in the garden (one of those which needed some good cut) because the dragon, the master warrior literally possessed me and wanted to fight using the fire, sword, stick, anything weapon, against everything what was wrong around. To hit it, smash it, transmute it, to bring order and refreshment to chaos and decay. The position of the Moon also plays a role here - I’ve full Moon in Virgo (funny part, there’s the opposition, the new Moon in Virgo coming on 09/21/17), but if you have different aspects with the Moon and zodiac, things characteristic for the zodiac could trigger you inside - ie. Virgo hates disorder and stupidity, Pisces hates narrow-mindedness, Sag hates animal’s abuse & slavery, Libra hates disharmony etc. I don’t want to sound like a bigot because I repeated many times I’ve little faith in astrology as it is with all its stiff rules and regulations (it always turns out more flexible then given in books) but some vibrational aspects of planets and their connection to us prove themselves as they happen, yet they effect differently each time because all is in a constant motion and a change. The last close conjunction of Mars and Mercury was on 1/1/2017 and I felt nothing like I did a few months later.
So in the bubble of anger, I was living two lives at the same time. One - of a human on Earth aware of its inner conflict, amnesia and limitations but who can’t do much, so she always rebels and stays away of life as she doesn’t like it here, and the other of the most powerful dragon/Draconian who always feel superior to humans but it respects them as long as they respect him. The Dragon who can no more cope with the life inside of the human body, the entire environment, street noise, pollution, disrespect & greed of the local government towards citizens, the stupid human rules and regulations like money, bureaucracy, taxes, trials, all those little things which human were chained with to decrease our worth to zero and which have nothing to do with the vastness and greatness of the Universe as it is, of beings we used to be, and the true life, peace in the outerspace. Dragons know the Universe very well. We co-created many places and individuals.
I found myself as if in a bubble of a different reality, at a training place, a battle ring of some sort. I was a Draconian war master (always a masculine as I used to be in my past lives) and I was challenged by a ‘volunteer’ who wanted to show his skills to me. I’ve accepted and we began the fight. ‘Hah! Let the fight begin!’ That was a furious fight, I was provoking him with words to hit me, laughing with excitement since the joy of the fight is the best thing to feel by a fearless master warrior, it’s like a vitamin for the entire spirit, fueling the veins with unearthly power. I then hit and we fought for a while, it was a real show of power. I wasn’t using swiftness as some Draconians are not that swift, but the physical strength of the ‘body’, specifically arms and long legs, and I pressured him like a tank, because I knew I’m the strongest. I was roaring. Also as a human I was gnarling and growling, the spirit made me release these, gladly I was alone there ;) They were the original dragonian/Draconian battle sounds. I could have killed him but he didn’t come to the place to die, and I would have no satisfaction either. Positive warriors share a common code of honor - if you fight well, you’ve the fire inside, yet you can control your body, muscles and moves on your wish, you’re highly respected by other warriors, even if you’re in a situation before the last cut is made. During that fight, I could estimate how good he was, see his weaknesses and I wanted to trigger him to show his best, to go beyond himself, to fly with that weapon he had. In the end, when I won because he hadn’t known yet the tricks I had, I was excited and expressed the master’s passionate opinion that he was a great fighter and I saw his potential. He thanked me, and I knew I filled his heart with motivation and satisfaction.
If I had a tail, I would be smashing everything with it, flipping it left and right. My inner strength during all this experience was so immense that in my thoughts/consciousness/the bubble of fury I was even provoking Satan to prove him how weak he is, and that whatever he created through religions, both Catholic and Islam it’s over, to smash him with my fire like a little bug. (Btw. Satan isn’t Lucifer, as Lucifer was indeed a rebel, came down with other Seraphim with an intention to help humans before all that harmful duality was introduced down here - that may be in another post here sometime soon, a truth I’ve received in one of channelings from the Universe during a Lion’s Gates last year).
Then it all calmed down in the evening, I was weak, internally purified, hands were shaky and I slept very well too. I’m feeling dizzy & cold today, the floor seems to be made of ‘rubber’ or ‘sponge’ and it feels like making less resistance than normally, and that regular stiffness felt in feet, knees, neck and spine feels less. In fact muscles supporting the spine feels weirdly loose today (I work out so they’re strong). Wings anybody? Also the gravity sometime feels as if gone and I walk in an out ‘empty spots in the space’ which make me feel like falling into something, that levels of what I step on are on different heights. All these may be exactly one big ascension symptom related to embodying the light body, spirit, our original essence in many dimensions at the same time, that we feel the matter differently or the matter somehow disappears and yet we can see it normally ;). I don’t know the mechanics behind it but it just feels weird, like about to pass out yet they are only milliseconds and everything gets back to normal. But I’ve no body pains which is good. 2013-2014, before and after meeting the twin the 1st time they were the worst years for my solar plexus & root chakras but then I didn’t know much about Ascension symptoms ;). It’s so easy to panic.
The clearing effect of the Leo’s star Regulus and also the aspect you have with the Moon had effected many people in different ways. (I’ve full Moon in Virgo, details, concrete information, simplicity, bringing an order to chaos). Here’s somebody’s else’s latest spiritual experience, and a break through of the spirit through the human’s ‘layer’ of waiting, stagnation, the veil, the limitations, the rotting old life, the routine etc.: “I quit” http://in5d.com/i-quit/
One would say that what we experience it’s a fury of a long suppressed goddess but I completely do not resonate with ‘feminine only’ component in it. It’s the original, androgynous energy which I spoke of in the last post, which we must retrieve and balance within, 2 dualities which when harmonized and pulled out of chaos, they make the 3rd original energy of union within the self, with the universe and with the twin, if you found one. 33 where 3 is above and 3 is below, original and the copy of you who merge and become one and multidimensional, omnipotent within. It calls for setting boundaries, to stop the famous ‘service to others’ and begin the ‘service to self’, the energy preservation because for some reason the spirit needs us integrated and whole as it doesn’t want to come in then feed others. So these days your masculine or feminine energy may violently demand your attention, to give it what it used to have, yet conditions have changed and we didn’t come here to fight (=warrior). It’ll pass too. If you know what to do, do it, If you don’t know, keep waiting for your timing. I don’t know the next steps, thus I’m still observing and taking notes in my awakening diary.
The more our light body returns to us, the more it learns what this planet had done to us, not just 3D & 4D energies but dualities, other people, environment, genes, rules and regulations. And the spirit rages to take us away from it!
Btw. the old 3D is not just dissolving, it’s rotting! It stinks! If you are in a place where it stinks for no reason, it’s a decay of some 3D vibration which can no more exist in such a place.
Until next time.
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