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“Sam is smarter than Dean” Wrong

“Dean is smarter than Sam” Also wrong

They’re both ridiculously intelligent

Sam is just book smart and Dean is fucking MacGyver (and also book smart, who do you think was helping Sam with his homework? John??? Absolutely not)

#dean winchester #sam winchester #supernatural #firebird squawks #Also dean does mention at least once that he does have his GED #at least I think he does? maybe im remembering that wrong idk its been a while #so like he could have gone to college if he wanted to #but either he didn’t want to or john didn’t let him #ugh now I wanna write a thing where dean goes with sam when he leaves for school #just ‘fuck whatever dads doing now lets go’#WAIT HERES A THOUGHT #WHAT IF DEAN HELPED SAM WITH HIS APPLICATION????#OH OW MY HEART #anyway the brothers are equally intelligent quit pitting them against eachother

Damn it okay I saw a gifset of the bit where Sam visits Jess’ grave and just

he wanted to marry her, he wanted to settle down and have an apple pie life

and yes, I know, he got that eventually kind of

but he wanted it with Jess

It’s mentioned a few times he still thinks of her

I wonder how often that is

maybe he has a picture of her in his wallet

maybe sometimes when him and Dean are apart he goes to the bar just to drink and look at that picture

maybe someone asks about it, and all he can do is cry

cry and apologize to this random stranger cause he just misses her so god damned much

he was on his way to becoming a lawyer

he said it himself he had a shot at a full ride through

he was so young yet so ready to experience the rest of his life with her

fuck what if he’d already bought a ring

maybe he saw something at a thrift store

a simple gold or silver band

nothing too flashy, but definitely something special

something that showed how much he cared

probably wasn’t planning to propose for a while, but I could see him planning it out

he seems like the type to be sure of himself on that front

I just

fuck

Jess may not have been his first love

or his only love

but she was his soulmate and no one can convince me otherwise

#firebird squawks #sam winchester #jessica moore #supernatural #I’m gunna cry I swear to the gods #everyone in that show deserved better #but jess especially #ignore how weirdly written out this post is my thoughts are very swimmy right now #im so mad they didn’t bring her back for anything #mary got ressurected why didnt jess :(#i know theres probably a reason but shut up let me sad post /lh

I, like most people I’ve seen, didn’t like “bugs”, it’s by far one of the worst episodes in the whole damn show if not the worst, and I’ll likely never watch it again cause the one time i did watch it i was hiding behind a pillow the whole time and screamed several times at the insect jumpscares and that intro with the dude in the hole made me physically ill and set off my paranoia for like a week after. HOWEVER, that little bit where Sam is being real gentle with that tarantula? that melted my fuckin heart for some reason. like I’m horribly arachnophobic so obvs I was mostly looking at Sam anyway, but just, something about him being so gentle and focused on not hurting it got me all warm and fuzzy.

#firebird squawks #sam winchester #I love that boy so gd much

pspsps Trans masc folks who love Dean Winchester I wrote a fic for you.

It’s called La Vie En Rose

Fic type: canon character/reader

Word count: 1154

Trope(s): fluff, emotional hurt/comfort

Warnings: mentions of excessive drinking/substance use as a coping mechanism, vague descriptions of partial undressing, mentions of gender dysphoria, pet names (baby boy, babydoll, sweetheart, honey)

Is it a little cheesy and out of character? Yes.

Did it make me feel all warm and fuzzy inside to write? YES.

Dean gets to be a sappy little lover boy because I’m gay and I say so.

Anyway have a nice day <3

#firebird squawks #my fics #supernatural #dean winchester #dean winchester/reader #canon/reader #*drops this here and bolts*#also don’t clown on me for warning about pet names some people don’t like certain ones and I don’t wanna make anyone uncomfy

*aggressively pointing at sam and dean* GENDER

#dean winchester #sam winchester #firebird squawks #I have been told so many times that i am just a smaller squishier dean #but also that i have qualities of sam too #so just #those two idiots are my gender

the worst part about being terrified of making fandom friends is the fact that I have ALL THESE IDEAS for roleplays and no one to do them with. “But Phoenix,” I hear you ask “Why can’t you just write it out as a fanfic?” to which I must unfortunately inform you that the autism gremlin in my brain is not satisfied purely by solo creation. The little bastard wants community. I do wish it were as simple as just writing it out because if it was I would have done it by now. anyway this is my pathetic attempt at signalling that I would like to meet people /lh /nf