They All Deserved To Be Saved

Phoenix|1997|Dean-coded Cas girl, apparently (not a girl but you get it)|Team Free Will’s #1 fan /hj| W*NC*ST SHIPPERS DNI

[applepieandopenroads]

Who’s This Nerd?

Heyo. The names Phoenix, but you’re more than welcome to call me firebird! I’m an alter in @thecosmicmelodycollective (follows will come from that blog). I’m [birthdate 1997 i can't be bothered to keep updating this] and my pronouns are he/xe/it/ember/ash (can you tell I’ve got a fire motif goin’ on?). I’m autistic and otherwise mentally fucked, but I won’t talk about that here, that’s just a warning /lh.

What’s this blog here for?

I realized very quickly that my supernatural brain rot is currently spreading at mach 5 so I made this blog as a space for me to ramble without spamming the followers of our main blog. I don’t have any special character tags planned but any posts I make will be tagged with #firebird squawks. I’m currently on season 12 and working my way through the last stretch, I generally know whats coming though so don’t worry about spoilers with me. Please note this blog is ONLY for content of and pertaining to the show itself, ie screenshots and gifs of the source material, fanfiction and fanart, there will be nothing relating to the actors or my personal opinions on them on this blog. I don’t have time for all of that.

Who can interact here?

My dni is basically the same as our main blog so please go take a peak at that before following this blog, but on top of that I also don’t want minors following this blog, please and thanks. I’m a foul-mouthed adult and my jokes aren’t always kid friendly. Also DNI if you ship wincest or sexualize jack at all, you’re weird. Additionally don’t come at me sideways about Destiel vs Sastiel, Cas has two hands and I’m sure the boys are perfectly capable of sharing.

Anyway that’s the obligatory pinned post outta the way, on to the chaos!

Oh shit, also, side note, I and my other brain buds do write fanfiction over on AO3 and we’re currently working on one where Dean has DID (granted it’s mostly me writing that one, but the others do chime in occasionally if I get stuck). If you wanna read it, search “The Many Faces Of Dean Winchester”. The author is cosmicspacejunk.

[t4tstarvingdog]

( ͡~ ͜ʖ ͡° )?

(Tell him you love him back)

(You will not get another chance, tell him you love him back)

(Tell him that he could have had the one thing he wanted)

(Tell him you wanted it too)

(You’re running out of time, tell him)

(Tell him)

(TELL HIM)

Don’t do this, Cas…

those gay bitches from sueprnatural on the supernatural site ?????

Voting ended onJan 27, 2023

[praeca]

why is this one broken?

[t4tstarvingdog]

from a tumblr site perspective, because i did not add a title to it, so it didn’t fully register. from a supernatural perspective? because you can’t save him. because it’s always too late. because you always made that choice and said what you said and he never gets to hear anything different. because this is how the story ends. because this is how it started.

[cowboybandages]

oh wow look at that.

[applepieandopenroads]

happy 20th anniversary to this fucking series

this fucking series indeed

[beansprean]

siblings.

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ID: 1. Waist up in profile of Sam sitting at the desk in his bedroom at the bunker, typing on a laptop that looks like it might be open to Tumblr. The closed door to the room is visible on the wall behind him. 2. Repeat. Dean suddenly slams the door open with purpose, arms splayed wide, causing Sam to pause and look up. 3a. Full body of Dean as he pulls his let leg up and leans down slightly, grabbing the toe of his boot with his right hand. 3b. Repeat. Still holding his left leg, Dean leaps into the air and brings his right leg through the loop created by his left leg and right arm. 3c. Repeat. He lands gracefully on his right foot and straightens proudly, striking a brief pose. 4. Back to the profile shot of Sam, who is now sitting back in his chair and staring, confused, at this performance. Dean turns his back without a word and walks back out of the room, hitting the light switch on the way out. 5. Repeat. Sam, now in a dark room with the door wide open, throws his palms up at the now-empty doorway in confused disbelief and frustration. /end ID

[seasononesam]

Wait a second. Cas. How about you answer some questions first? Like, where the hell have you been? You heard me, didn't you? You prayed to him?

[applepieandopenroads]

This is the real reason that the canonical short form of cas is cass, so dean could make this stupid jab

[kinky-cas]

in a version of supernatural less afraid of queerness, i think dean’s favorite singer is bruce springsteen. it’s all there! leather jackets. complicated relationship with a father you’ll never be man enough for. dissection of working class american masculinity as a performance. homoeroticism. meaningful relationships with women but the great love of your life is a man. skinny jeans. passion and loneliness and dreams unfulfilled. horny about cars, even!

[angelsdean]

dean is always being asked to kill his children but he can never do it. his children are made into monsters and he can never kill them. not sam not emma not jack. he was made to be a weapon but he won’t ever turn it on his kids. 

[angelsdean]

#also something something the monstrous Other in dean and having that reflected back to him in his kids#the thing he’s always hated about himself the thing he’s always wanted to kill#and seeing that in his kids and going oh. no they don’t deserve to die actually and i guess neither do i

[angelsdean]

forgot to add it to the original post but, he also refuses to kill claire when she gets turned into a werewolf and when the cure might kill her he tells her it’d be ok if she lived as a monster. because dean’s never had a problem with having monstrous children. (also. see bobby-john).

[frozen-delight]

SPN Parallels: Dean + that super hot sliding thing he does

[foxthefanboi]

@canonspngifs’s gif-a-thon: 14.20 | Moriah

[seasononesam]

Stackednatural- 215/327

And Then There Were None (6x16) March 4th, 2011

[2sw]

[seasononesam]

Stackednatural- 170/327

The Gamblers (15x11) January 30th, 2020

[seasononesam]

Wow. I must be the star of this thing.

insp | template

[xofemeraldstars]

SUPERNATURAL -> 5x16 ❝ dark side of the moon ❞

[thecosmicmelodycollective]

It’s time

[spacedean]

DEAN WINCHESTER in one random episode per day ‣ 51/327 12.20 TWIGS & TWINE & TASHA BANES