How does it feel to have your first salary? What did you do with it?
I felt offended 😅 .. i once went to an interview for a desk job in a multinational company .. it's 100% obvious that's it's not what i like but i went anyway .. one of the interviewers had a personal conversation with me and asked about my salary and i told him the truth and clarified that i went there for learning and the experience he said "whatever .. that's not money" .. anyway it was good to feel that I'm capable of being independent .. i always felt it but now i have a proof.
It felt quite good as well .. I'm not so good with emotions 😅 .. i always have a mixed emotions and sadness is always there.. this vast emptiness that's lies within ....... Oh boy, this is horrible! I went too far of the subject 😅 .. sorry about that.
I did nothing with it .. I don't go out that much .. when i do it's almost in the area where i live where there is nothing special you can do .. things people who live in cities take for granted don't exist .. just usual cafes, restaurants and stores .. nothing special and nothing worth wasting money over .. and if there are decent places most of activities will be done individually which is fine by me but I don't like it to be that way so i gave it to my father to save it for me.
I always believed that i have no life but -voila- now i have a proof 😅
Most likely you my poor dear anon are feeling sorry for asking - I'm sorry about that - but I'm not sure if this will make you feel better, i feel good to speak this sort of things out so thank you.
