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[lunam00nlibra]

24 weeks

What a day.

It started with my physical therapy. Which is for my pelvic floor. Meaning: FUN.

NOT.

The exercises are tough and a sciatica issue was present before starting the PT... just hoping to make things better and stronger in these next few weeks. 🤞🏼

Next, I was on the search for decaf coffee, with no luck local, but to go to my usual place.

Because pregnant = decaf

Anyway.

Someone also paid it forward by buying an item I was going to put back. She seemed like a very spiritual woman and it really brought me to tears. Almost like I was meant to meet her today.

I visited the graveyard to see my stepfather. His grave does not have its plaque yet so we have to count 38 trees to get to his plot.

I told him that I would bring his grandchild to him... we had many differences growing up and fought all the time. Well into my 20s. We finally got along a few years before he passed away... and he was a rock in our family. He’s been very missed these past 4 years.

I went and had lunch and then went to a church that I visit around Christmas time. I actually went to confessional. There were a few things I had to say and get off my chest to the father there. I was an absolute mess... I can’t believe how much I cried there. But I’m so glad I did it.

What a strange, spiritual day... but I couldn’t be more thankful for it.

[fvckituniverse-blog]

Something.

Have you ever been scared atleast once in your life? I did. From the first ever roller coaster ride to travelling outside the country for the first time and even on having first boyfriend. Yes, it's damn true, "firsts" are always damn scary. Weeks ago, I have been feeling differently about my body and I am more of like feeling sick. It was very unusual because the changes were extreme like breast tenderness and cravings and urging to eat a lot more, not only that but my mood swing has gotten worst. I have been in a constant fight with my boyfriend and I am not happy about it. Our relationship almost ended. My boyfriend thought I was being crazy and changing and having a bad attitude (which I think I am) and then two days ago, everything made sense. My period had been delayed for 11 days and I tried taking a pregnancy test. It was positive. Remember about me saying have you ever been scared atleast once in your life? This is it. I was crying in the bathroom because I am scared. I am scared about everything. The pregnancy, the changes, on how to tell my parents and everything else. I went out, told my bf and he asked why I was crying. I gave him the result and he was just there, hugging me and speechless. He said he kinda knew about it but he still didn't believe since there was no proof. But now everything sinked in. Now, I am still kinda feel weird about me being pregnant, I am getting the signs like constantly feeling nauseas and feeling to vomit, body pain and the most hated thing ever is pain while urinating. I am resolving that by drinking lots of water. I haven't gotten for a check up just yet, but maybe couple of weeks from now. I think I am going to wait until I feel maybe a little bit heavier. I'm not really sure. Since this is my first pregnancy, I don't really know what to expect. I don't actually know what to do. I am not really feeling of becoming a mum to be honest. Not that I hated kids, but I don't know, I just don't feel that I'm gonna be best at that forte. But who knows, maybe I am after all. I ak just grateful enough that I have been bless with a very supportive boyfriend. He's been taking care of me and I am so happy about it. Anyways, I'm quite sleepy, so more updates soon Cheers.

[leteshafabian]

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2014 has definitely been a year of firsts for me. #bigchop2014 #firsttimepregnant #firsttimemom #firstchild #firstdaughter

[journey2motherhood]

Pregnant- God is amazing

I can finally let tumblr know now that my baby sister who is on tumblr knows.lol GOD IS AMAZING!!!! As soon as I surrendered and REALLY decided to trust His timing…..He opened my womb!! June 4th, my nephews bday, I found out I was pregnant. I am truly overjoyed. “Trust in The Lord with all your heart, and lean not to your own understanding. But in all of your ways acknowledge HIM, and He will direct your path” I recite this verse prov 3:5-6 daily bc ultimately God is in control. He is the giver of life. I don’t know why I had to wait this long to conceive but His timing was and is Perfect. I am praying for a great healthy pregnancy!!!!

First appt was June 25th….ultrasound June 26th and I heard and saw or baby’s HEARTBEAT!!!!Thank you, Jesus!!! I am 7wks 1 day, today :). Due 2/16/15 :)