So it’s been quite some time since my last update. A lot went horrifically wrong and my weight began to spiral again. I’m back at it though and this time round I have a ton of support and a couple of gym buddies to make it so much easier.
So to kind of get into how the last 6 months have gone:
1. I had a really bad tumultuous, not completely a relationship, relationship that really fucked me up. My depression and anxiety got so much worse and with that so did my weight.
2. School had me super stressed out. I was having a ton of problems with professors and I wasn’t performing well. I couldn’t really afford to go, but was getting screwed in financial aid.
3. I was just fueling my worsening depression with over eating.
4. I lost my fitbit somewhere by Colonie Center- which means it’s gone for ever!
So yeah it’s just been a shit half year, but I’m back to putting myself first for awhile.
I want to get back down to a healthier weight. I’m currently sitting around 280-290 (I lost 10 but may have put it back on thanks to a sports injury this week). I would like to get down to 250-260 by the end of March.
Luckily two of my friends and a few others have decided to join me at the gym and in doing healthy things for reasons of their own. This helps so much because they now keep me motivated and I do the same for them.
As far as eating goes, I’m trying to push towards pescatarianism and maybe eventually to vegetarianism. I just don’t eat meat very much, and rather not be wasteful in buying it if I’m not going to eat it. I also, lately find myself eating more vegetables anyway.
but yeah so that’s where it all stands. I’ll be doing weekly updates on weight goals as I hit ‘em, non scalar goals, and work out. The rest I’m queuing up. (I’m going to try to post only what I have or will be trying)