Jul 13
dentist appt in an hour they’re gonna incinerate me so that all that’s left of me is a pile of bones. and then from that pile of bones they’ll pick out my teeth and put them on a trophy shelf with the title Worst Teeth Ever From Worst Teenage Boy Ever
#they’re gonna find five billion cavity#FIVE BILLION CAVITY#they had a patient form where i said i suffer from Really Really bad mental illness#but then my mum. someone who LIVES WITH ME. said im using mental illness as a crutch#and im like Well Ok. if my mother who has SEEN how bad it can get is saying its a crutch will these dentists even be nice about it#even so. im in a stage of not trusting my mother right now. she’s pissing me offffff#⋆˙⟡ — if i was really a god‚ then i would be the most incompetent god in the world.#⋆˙⟡ — i liked you‚ hated you resented you‚ and cheered for you.#jirai#jirai danshi#jiraiblr