Jul 12, 2025
heyyyy. just met the rdr cast. wtfffff life IS worth living
#I GUESS IT DOES GET BETTER!!!!#ok i talked to. rob and alex and benjamin n got their. autographs!!!! what the hellll#i shook their hands... like For Real... and alex hugged me 🥺#i was absolutely shitting myself from anxiety but THEY WERE SO LOVELYYYYY I'M SO HAPPY#would Love to go into detail abt what we discussed but everyone who even remotely cares has already heard me scream about it#also. One Secret Thing happened >:) not rly a big deal but a big deal to ME#can't wait for tomorrow i'm really excited about the panel and roger's queue was so long that i didn't really have enough time for it so.#Tomorrow.........#fkdjfjdkjfjdkf#yes this is silly but u need to realise how important this is to my autistic ass. rdr is truly The Best thing in my life idk what that#sounds like it rly and truly is on my mind day and night so this was just. So Perfect#one thing about me is whatever my special interest is. It Consumes Me#and i wouldn't have it any other way it's great to be passionate about things and this game and this day truly mean everything to me 😔#i'm so grateful i was able to do this despite Very Many Challenges along the way#and all the suffering i had to endure to make this happen was 100% worth it lmao#i am so so so happy :-) <3