#flannelsammy

[traumajancy]

flannelsammy >>>> bamfmccall

[mafiamen]

Why'd you leave the fandom? Love you anyway!

man it might seem stupid when i type it out but here we go. in list form because i love lists.

the fandom was negative and it was ruining my chill aesthetic.

the writing was just *sighs*

the cast said some regrettably ignorant or rude things.

just my own life tbh

now let’s clarify.

1. the fandom — when i say this, i’m obviously not saying everyone. i know many people who were really kind throughout everything and tagged their wank and everything. i know many people who were courteous even though they were upset about something. but there were a lot of other people who weren’t as nice and it really got me down at times. because i tend to believe that fandom is like a family (i know it’s cheesy and naive, but i really do believe it) and i didn’t really like the negativity floating around in the tags, on the dash, etc. etc. however the people on my kinda-not-really-follow-forever were all pretty good about that so don’t worry about following them. follow them i really encourage you to you have no idea how great their blogs are. even though they were negative i don’t really blame them for it which brings me to my next point.

2. *long sigh* — oh my god… the writing. there were many highlights of spn and parts of it i really really loved and adored. but there were a lot of points that just really annoyed me. for instance the whole “busty asian beauties” thing just made me uncomfortable because i’m an asian girl and i hate how dean objectified women like that? (there was a post on it that really described it well but i can’t find it lmao my life) i just don’t think that someone who would save the world like that and loves their mother would treat women like trash. and just the treatment of women in general basically. i hated how female characters were just killed off. i hated the discontinuity. i hate discontinuity is one of my biggest pet peeves in television. now this might just be biased because i love castiel, but i really hated how they treated him.

3. the cast — i won’t really go on and on about this one but you probably already know what i’m talking about. all them tweets. all them panels. i really started to look up to some of them and, honestly, i got tired of it.

4. lastly, my life — this is probably the biggest reason why i left. like percentage wise, the first three probably added up to around 40% and this is probably the last 60%. but i kind of ties in with the other reasons. watching 8 seasons of spn took a toll on my life both academically and socially. i was obsessed with maintaining a pretty spn blog and keeping up with networks, making graphic, and botms. i became really lazy and passive in my actual life, both of which i never wanted to become. when i started posting photography/marvel/other stuff, it was just more freeing. i know it’s not like that for everyone, but i just felt better about myself posting photography. so that’s that.

wow this turned out to be quite long, but now you know. thank you. and i love you too dw. and despite everything i just said up there, i still love the spn fandom, the cast, and the show and it will always hold a special place in my heart. i just don’t want to dedicate so much of my time and effort to it anymore.

[omg-spobyy-blog]

Jaria like Jason/Aria? I still do, lol. But that's mainly because I love Jason and I want him to be happy, and he was happiest when he was hanging out with Aria.

yeah lol i guess when you say it like that they don't sound so bad, I don't mind them as friends though! 

[sunflowerchester]

OMG I WILL STALK YOUR BLOG AS YOU CONTINUE TO LIVE BLOG. ALSO WILLOW + OZ = FAVE

I LOVE OZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[sunflowerchester]

Are you watching BTVS for the first time?!

YASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

[omg-spobyy-blog]

What are some things on your wishlist for future Spoby scenes on the show? :-)

I really want them to have a normal dinner date like why does everything have to get blown up why can't they be happy? lol anyway now that Toby is gonna be a police officer the list is never ending for what I want to see happen.. but a dinner date is #1 on my list :] 

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[valarmorghulas]

Crowley!

nope!

guess ten of my redemption characters! (in no particular order)

Jaime Lannister

Rumpelstiltskin/Mr. Gold

Regina Mills

Zuko

Azula

The Red Queen/Anastasia

Lydia Martin

Jace Herondale

Doctor Who

Supernatural

guess one for a promo!

[princessjensenackles]

lol so how much shit did you get for that anti-destiel post (which is gospel to my ears, i might add)?

Haha glad some people agree with it - actually none at all. A few people came to tell me they agreed (like you) but not much hate. If it'd been widely reblogged or reached a lot more people I might've gotten hate, but I think the people that follow me know how I feel about Destiel so I don't think it's anything new to them and thus didn't cause much of an uproar :)