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[grcdyarchieved]

                                                                                                              @flawedseas                                                                                                                                       for jacob x

        bella tried to make it a fortnightly trip. spreading it out so that no one got suspicious about where she was going one night. she HAD to make the trip to go and visit cas and the others, she was a NERVOUS wreck about this whole civil war    -    she didn’t want to CHOOSE a side, but she had to and would follow jacob anywhere.

          they would be discrete and even if most of them suspected that bella was WORKING as a mole for jake, every time she went home she would tell him about their plans, cas and dwayne would believe that she wasn’t. it was almost midnight by the time bella made it home, a little bit later than normal. she prayed that THAT didn’t matter, most of the boys would be asleep anyway, including jacob    -    well so she hoped.

          opening the bedroom door, bella snuck it and breathed a sigh of relief when no light streamed through. maybe she was lucky    -    maybe she would NEVER have to explain herself. pulling her j a c k e t off and running a hand through her hair ( pulling out the ponytail ) bella flinched suddenly when light suddenly filled her vision. jacob stood, leaning against the wall on the other side of the bed, he didn’t look to pleased.

            “ ... hey. ” she mumbled softly    -    trying to ignore the look that he was shooting her way. “ why are you up so late ? ”

[runlikehcll]

@flawedseas | wtktc starter call

❝ I swear I am THIS close to sewing your damn mouth shut for you. ❞ Thumb and index held so close together that there was hardly ANY discernible space between them, attack eyebrows on full display.

[endfate-blog]

"I used to be a good man. Not anymore." ( from aiden )

“ aiden. ” her voice is perhaps too stern than she’d like it to be ; too autoritative. it’s not her rank that’s speaking now, however: no, it’s her experience. it’s having been on the other side of the darkness, it’s knowing what he’s talking about. it’s knowing how dangerous his words are. there’s a rotten aftertaste to them, the remaining tracks of an abuse either of them can’t forget. their experiences are different, but alike: talking to him might be like talking to herself, if she’d ever cared about her own survival the way she cares about aiden’s. she can’t bear the weight he speaks with — can’t conceive the notion of his darkness getting the best of him, so she speaks directly to him, eyes into his now. this time, she needs to be heard. “ what happened didn’t change who you are, who you really are. you’re older now. less naive. don’t mistake that for having lost your goodness — a hand on his shoulder, to emphasize her words — you’re not what he did to you. ”

@flawedseas / a meme i lost.

[thickcrskiin]

          ‘   we’ll always be FRIENDS forever, won’t we ?   ’

                               ‘   yeah---- FOREVER.   ’

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