#fleets rambles

[fleetwoodsnakk]

I got midday wine drunk at a lavender festival today and ended up with feathers in my hair. I’m not even mad about it. I feel like it really plays into my neighborhood witch vibe. Kinda want a whole bird in there now.

[sapphoscorner]

Me then: oh please! This Road Trip AU won't be that complicated! Just something to have fun with

Me now: oh...oh no

[thewishingcap]

this has happened to me a few times and at this point i'm just really confused like. i'm not sure what people expect to happen when they start a conversation yelling and cursing at me bc the only outcome to that is me immediately revoking all communication privileges. like. do they think i'll sit and listen? or that i'll want to keep talking to them? if they wanted me to snip them out of my life it's a really roundabout way of asking fhdjfh...

idk i feel like there's also some kind of like, expectation that people are obligated to be friends? like someone can't possibly not want more friends? like keeping people who treat you poorly is secondary to the idea of having more 'friends'? like somehow, "is uncomfortable and rude" isn't enough of a reason to hard block and drop someone from my life

[thewishingcap]

i don't mean to sound so angry @ vaati fandom for the last post rip. the online multiplayer game community (where i've been the last couple months) is really bad regarding toxic masculinity, misogyny and transphobia so i'm probo just a lil sensitive

[thewishingcap]

also i haven't stopped writing actually, i've been busy cowriting an original piece with meoln, so a lot of creative writing energy's been going in that direction ha.

[thewishingcap]

i'm. warm.

[thewishingcap]

me: i'm doing ok

emotionally absent father who i hardly ever talk to sends me one nice message out of the blue

me: i'm doing not ok

[thewishingcap]

i almost drove through a red light bc i thought it was a stop sign and that's the vibe of today