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There was this trend of edits going on on a song during the last month and really really likened it and you can find the full in YouTube fuera del planeta (instrumental slowed) I reeeeeeeeeelly like and there was a trend that people would put a picture of someone texting some tell that someone is so handsome or hot and that the other side would ask and that that this song is going to get played. But please if you are going to play this video ON YOUR OWN count! Please one time (so you won’t fall in love with riff 🤭🤭) go to YouTube if you want to hear the song please 🙏

And here is the pic

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Long rambling about writing, the Trolls community, and my experiences in my life:

Rereading my Trolls fic of Floyd and Riff is like a long lost lover pining for their mate at sea.

I truly do think one day I’ll finish it and revise any typos or odd parts, it’s been so long since I stopped writing it that it’s as if I myself am a viewer while I read.

I miss that chapter of my life, i really do. The people in the trolls fandom were so wonderful when it was good. I know most of these people have matured now or moved onto different communities, so if I was to go back to it it would most likely be better.

When I finish reading all I have posted, I’ll figure out what to do. I know for sure I’ll make a little drawing of the duo together at the least.

To those of you that have stuck around after such an integral chapter of my life, it means the world. And I think I owe it to you loyal friends to talk a bit more about that fic.

You, Me, and Comfort was made when I was extremely suicidal. All of the issues that I have and the illnesses I face are represented through Floyd. The picking, struggling to eat, loss of self value. I would write a new chapter every day, I would pull all nighters using it as a coping mechanism for the loss of self and community I’ve commonly faced.

It’s hard for me to make friends, it’s hard for me to trust that kindness isn’t some sort of ulterior motive, most days I can’t sleep because of my CPTSD.

As some of you know, the main reason I abandoned that fic was because of a popular trolls artist whom I admired. To be honest I regret abiding to his blackmail and deleting my posts about what he did to me and what his now ex (the person he dated RIGHT after me) did as well. I feel if I left these up there would have been a more positive outcome, but I was being harassed every single day and even threatened with legal action as someone who had JUST turned..what was it..18? Or 19. I was a child still, and as a minority who has dealt with police brutality and racism I am very scared of anything legal.

Floyd and the Trolls fandom saved my life, but it also ruined any chance for me to feel safe in myself or my work. The parasocial behavior created such an unwelcome environment and I wasn’t the only one dealing with these kind of issues. Anyone that spoke out against some of the well known artists were shut down.

Yes, the artist I’m referring to is TALENTED. I was a fan of them, and every so often I miss seeing their work. But their treatment of me was dangerous in many forms.

You as fans of creators need to hold others accountable, even if they make amazing work. I myself have made mistakes in the past, I’m only 21 and I STILL am learning the best ways to handle myself as a creator.

Doing this stuff isn’t easy, sharing any information about yourself typically leads to stalking and even attempting to contact people. When I spoke about a different ex of mine on a different platform people contacted him, knowing he had threatened to kill me and told me to off myself many many times. What creators share online to you is a privilege, the fact I shared anything to try and make sure others were aware of the behind the scenes was meant to be helpful.

But instead I was silenced and chased off, and with that I couldn’t touch that fanfiction anymore or the Trolls fandom.

Even now in a completely different space I’ve had people recognize me for my Trolls work, asking me about if I ever planned on coming back or finishing everything.

And to be honest..I don’t know. I don’t.

But I felt that you all earned hearing some of my reasons for leaving that community and walking away from work I LOVED making. That fanfiction was a diary for me, it was a representation of what I need when it comes to the others around me and getting help. It still is.

As for my Outlast fic, the next chapter will be out next week. I’ll be a little vulnerable here: it also in some forms is self indulgent. Not in just the readers behavior but also in Franco. I am a system, something I don’t share often at all. Franco is a fictive (an alter from a fictional source) I have, and his trauma is something I feel very closely tied to. With that, he’s caused some spikes in my mental health, he’s a very reactive person and consistently reopens old wounds (both mental and physical). When I write for that fanfic I am allowing myself the opportunity to explore parts of him and myself, so for me it does take longer.

The same can be said when it comes to You, Me, and Comfort. The entirety of the fic is based around the memories my Floyd has, as he was split during a severe time of abuse which molded him and his backstory as a person. He still follows canon, but also has the add ons of that fic afterwards. Writing his memories, his story, and understanding himself and myself was a breath of fresh air. It helped me comprehend the trauma I’ve dealt with, and who he is in terms of an alter.

I hope this wasn’t too intimate. But it’s some things I felt others would relate to, especially other writers and systems.

If you read this far, I applaud you. And thank you for your interest in what I had to say.

P.S. : I still have EVERY bit of fanart from that experience saved. I’m not kidding when i cried many times out of appreciation. I have never gotten fanart! It meant the world to me, and still does.

Here’s just a few from my album.

- much love, Toby.

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