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@fllawllessness | ❤️

     ❝ How long have you been writing? If I didn’t know any better, I would say you’ve been writing for such a long time~ ❞ she didn’t have much experience when it came to writing ( whether it be short stories or otherwise ), but she did enjoy what her new companion wrote.  it was fascinating just how different each person’s style of conveying infinite galaxies of stories were. everything had their own design after all.

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@fllawllessness

eyes scan the older man, hands shoved deep into the pockets of his trench coat. 

❛ ah. you’re one of dazai’s ....associates. ❜ there’s no bite or bitterness to it, just stating a fact. ❛ the one that got in my way. ❜ that was his way of saying saved his life.  ❛ i didn’t need your help, you know. what is it you need from me ? ❜

[lunartxger]

@fllawllessness​ replied to your post: sheb theory time

I agree with you Sherb there is something really big and plot relevant that I think is going to come up with that. The orphanage is an elephant in the room and considering how orphans in general is important to the story line I would be surprised if there WASN’T something bigger going on with that.

if nothing happens with the orphanage then clearly i was reading too much into this. but really. everything about that place isn’t right at all especially since again, its fucking weird how every organization seems to know about atsushi and his abuse / trauma. that shit would be classified or hidden! i need answers or else i will throw myself into the ocean dazai-style. there’s too many weird things about that okay and its kept in the dark. also orphans! orphans are important in bsd for a majority of the cast!

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4, 12, and 14!

shipping questions | @fllawllessness​​

4. Are you oc shipping friendly?

Absolutely! Bring me the ocs & we can see what we can work out, i’m always accepting platonic oc x canon ships.

12.Do you believe rp’ing a ship adds to character development?

Yes. 100% 

14. How many ships is too many?

If you can’t juggle the ships with with more than two hands then there are too many ships. then again the biggest ship i have is ancestor OT6 but that’s because I’m trash.

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🍌 - What drew you into the fandom in the first place?

munday meme | @horclogium

oh boy. tbh i was aware of BSD back in 2016 and i had planned to watch the show while it was airing but i didn’t like a goddamn liar. AND then i was going to try again when i heard season 2 was coming out but again LIKE A GODDAMN LIAR i didn’t watch any of it. during that time i spotted several bsd rp blogs being recommended to me or just being promo’ed on my oc multimuse ( it was mostly chuuya or dazai obviously ) and once again was interested and by that point idk what happened but i forgot about it and never bothered to and i didn’t see much of on my dashboard.

it wasn’t until last year around may-ish or june that my awesome friend ryan ( @fllawllessness ) had messaged me asking if i wanted to watch BSD with him. so we did. and we burned through 18 / 24 episodes in one night lmao. all the while making jokes mostly at atsushi and akutagawa and of course in the middle of watching it i had wanted to muse someone from the show. ( choices were: atsushi, akutagawa and q ). we finished both seasons in basically two days pfff. i think like a week or so??? maybe later after reading the manga ( that same night ), i had mentioned to ryan that i was gonna roleplay atsushi. he’d become my 3rd canon ( 4th since one was a mix of canon / oc ) muse in 7 years of roleplaying by that point.

lol i even remember ryan being like “oh sherb you’re gonna get a lot of people because there aren’t a lot of atsushi’s” and i thought he was kidding but nope. not kidding. he was right. over 9000. but basically to make this shorter, i just really liked the show and the characters and the story and i wanted to throw myself into the rpc with no one else coming in with me and i don’t regret a thing! now the bsd rpc has become my main place to roleplay just because of all the people i’ve met.

and now???? i roleplay atsushi, beast beneath the moonlight, zelda, and karma and im enjoying myself.

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"I should've asked you to do this before."

simple praises | @fllawllessness

      ❝ I only did it with help, it’s really nothing, Odasaku-san. ❞ He grinned; glee filling his chest hearing the simple praise, it wasn’t grand by any stretch of the imagination but it was still enough for the younger boy. ❝ I was just glad to help out in any way I could!. ❞

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"Sorry, Dazai. I had to give these late." What a surprise. There's a box of homemade chocolates in Oda's hands. The heart-shaped pieces come in a wide assortment of molds and fillings. A hint of a smile appears on Oda's face after they've left his hands. "It took some time," he admits.

“Whaaat?!” Dazai nearly jumps from his seat to receive the chocolates, opening them up and picking up one of the pieces. 

“You made these all for me?” He says, putting the chocolate in his mouth. A smile spreads across his face. “I need to get you something too!”