yearning for you pt.1
pairings: regulus black x fem! reader
wordcount: 1.6k ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა
warnings: mean draco, mean blonde girl (smh) im sorry blondies, 2 heartbreaks, mentions of regulus's fingers being attractive(idk why this is a warning) Oh yea we have phones in this fic so kinda modern au?
summary: when draco seemingly leaves her for the pretty new thing of hogwarts, she finds her once bright heart slither into nothing but a dark piece of cold coal trying to wonder what she's ever done wrong to be left for, until someone that once lurked in the shadows comes to light and brings the fire back into her black coal heart once more. That person being the infamous regulus black that everyone seemed to misunderstand.
It had been 2 months. 2 months exactly of Draco and y/n officially being together. Today marked their 2nd anniversary and it was all that occupied y/n's "lovestruck" mind
"So..... What'd you think he's gonna do this time?" Daria sang sweetly as she began flipping through her selection of same coloured robes to choose for the day, like it made a difference at all which one she'd choose.
"I don't know, maybe a bouquet of flowers? a box of chocolates? They all seem a bit cheesy tho-" y/n sapped out whilst playing with her fingers as if they were the most interesting on earth.
"Oh come on y/n.. atleast he's gonna give you something rather than forgetting like Dean did last week." Daria sighed whilst finally picking out her final robe of choice
"Okay but Dean was an absolute git for that." Y/n gave her friend a look of pity before continuing "Look i dont know, lately Draco's been a bit... well.... a bit distant. I rarely see him nowadays."
It'd been true, what once was a 7 day meet-up together had turned into thrice a week, thrice a week into once a week, and once a week later turned into once every few weeks or whenever Draco felt like it. Whenever y/n tried to 'bump' into him in the halls in hopes of getting a kiss or some sort of affection she'd been ever so yearning for, he'd always blow her off saying he was running late for either it be class or quidditch. It was always something.
It was like she was an object for him to show off whenever he felt like it or a toy sitting on a shelf waiting to played with. The whole relationship didn't really seem that... real. It was all just a facade to show people that she managed to pull the playboy Draco of Hogwarts, but deep down.. was it really worth it?
time skip to Breakfast
"There, he's at that damn table again." y/n complained as she played with her screaming soggy wizards cereal waiting to be eaten
"Y/n. Stop yapping around and maybe try approaching him about this??" Daria let out exasperatedly before dropping her spoon down and moving to cup both sides of her face
"i-i don't know he's been an awful lot touchy with the newbie." Y/n moaned out whilst looking over at the horrific scene of Draco and Heather. That damn perfect pretty new blonde girl.
"Y/n! i will not stand for your idioticness! That's it if you won't do it i will." Daria raged before getting up to approach the two
"No! Daria get your white ass back here!" Y/n screamed out looking stupid as ever
"Hi~ Draco and... Holly? Polly? Sorry your names quite basic round' here" Daria whistled out sarcastically whilst crossing her arms
"It's Heather. Though i dont think someone like you would remember such basic info considering you can't even remember the names of the three forbidden curses or anything else for that matter.. seeing your recent test marks." Heather spat out abrubtly as if she had the whole speach memorised whilst gripping onto Dracos arm more as if she couldn't make it anymore painfully tighter.
"Who told you that!" Daria yelled with a flushed face remembering (ironically) that the only person she'd ever told was y/n
"Lil ol' Dracky here" She hummed sweetly with a big fat fake smile plastered on her smug face.
"Sorry Daria, looks like y/n over there cant keep her fat mouth shut." Draco said whilst shaking his overgrown bangs out his eyes
"Y-y/n? W-wait here." Daria said with red cheeks as she stomped back over to the place she was previously sat at
"Where else are we gonna go? Is she dumb or something." Heather and draco conversed as if Daria couldn't hear them from a mile away
"Y/n! What the hell? You told draco about my test marks?" Daria raged whilst causing a scene to erupt around her
"What?"
Oh shit.
"Listen! I didn't mean to- i-it just blurted out when we were discussing academic things! I swear!" Y/n defended with a sunken heart as if everything was shattering down a long with her
"Still! What the actual hell y/n! I Thought you could keep a secret! Let alone a humiliating one!" Daria yelled before storming out the main door that led into the great hall
"Fuck." y/n muttered under her breath as she gathered her stuff to leave too
The whole ordeal seemed a bit surreal and dramatic, but what could you do? They were all hormone raging douchebags anyway.
"Hey y/n." She heard the familiar voice of the boy who was supposed to love her yet pained her instead.
"D-draco? what do you want." Y/n said clearly mad at the ignorance she'd been receiving from him lately
"I just wanted to let you know that i dont think i want to see you anymore." Draco said cold heartedly as y/n's whole world came to a stop.
First Daria, now Draco? What else could possibly happen. Just as she was thinking, the final cherry on top was placed as the new girl was presented clutching onto his side like no tomorrow.
"Hmmm yea. Looks like i'm the new replacement for the rusted old one. Blonde hair and everything! What an upgrade." Heather intoxicatingly served out as she laid her head onto Dracos broad shoulder
"Fuck you. Fuck you and your whole life Draco." Y/n said just below a whisper before doing the exact same thing Daria did just a few minutes ago.
Time skip to after all classes
The air was more cold than usual at y/n's spot. The air crisp and cool as strikes of wind made its way past her hair. She thought back to the events of the day, how everything came crashing down even more quickly than when it was put together. A small stream of tears found its way to dampen her dirty robes just as the air around her dried it.
suddenly, an unfamiliar voice cooed out to her from behind.
"Y/n?" hushed the unknown voice
"Who's there" y/n said unbothered at this point without batting an eye
"Regulus from potions, d'know if you remember me let alone know me." He laughed out, and it was the prettiest sound y/n had ever heard."
"Oh yea, Regulus"
she sighed
"ive seen you around."
"Yea.. so, what has brought the fine majesty of potions to this ruged place today? Such a place is no match for the delicacy of Hydrangeas." Regulus questioned out in an equestrian like royal voice
"Hydrangeas?" Y/n chuckled out whilst smiling at him wide
"I've heard of many nicknames, but Hydrangeas? Thats a first." Y/n smiled to herself as a loose strand of hair fell into her field of view.
Regulus thought it was the most precious thing ever and made sure to capture a photo of it in his mind.
"Well what can i say, their my favourite." Regulus semi smiled out whilst looking into the abyss
"You're turn."
"Hm?"
"Why are you here mysterious man?"
regulus chuckled at the nickname
"Y'didnt answer my question yet dangea, wouldn't be fair for me to trade my secrets for nothing in exchange"
He'd shorten the nickname, and you liked it. You liked it a lot.
"D'know. Just here coz schools a bitch."
There it was, that pretty sound regulus made
"Yea. Yea i totally agree, schools a bitch." Regulus breathed
"Im just here coz it takes my mind of things." Regulus mumbled while tracing his slender pale fingers on the concrete you both sat on, feet dangling on the edge.
His fingers, you thought. Such pretty fingers
"You wanna see something?" Regulus inquired with curiousty blooming, just like Hydrangeas did when water hit them.
"Sure, why not."
He foraged around his robes pocket, to pull out what looked like a box filled with small papers.
He muttered a spell under his breath charming the paper to hold his precious digits on it.
"Wow, i never knew proffesor flitwick would teach us to be this smooth with charms." she chuckled before taking the piece of paper he gently handed to her
It read out his number, with a cute smiley face on the side and that was enough to make her day a lot times better.
"So... call me? Whenever schools being a bitch to you again that is."
"Yea.... i guess schools gonna be acting like a bitch for a lil while then." She smirked to herself, knowing all the times she could ring him up now just to hear that pretty little voice of his.
"Well drangea, I best get going. Got dinner in a while, i expect you to notice me at the tables now." Regulus chuckled before handing her an arm to get herself on her feet too
She hessistantly grabbed onto his lean arm not used to touch, and felt all the right tingles spark in her chest making her feel all flustered and hot. She wondered dangerously... how he could make her feel if all those tingles were just from his mere touch. Enough y/n she breathed.
"W-well! See you around mystery man. Wouldn't wanna bother you too much now that i've snagged your number."
"Ah, dont worrybout it ol' drangy." He said whilst making his way to the exit that sat on the roof.
"Call me!" He yelled before shutting the door on her.
She smiled. She smiled very wide at the events of the day.
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