i think people misunderstand why we dislike the term impure regression. it's not that we don't think it's okay to have bad feelings and experiences while regressed, far from it actually. it's the term itself, and the way it implies there's a "wrong" way to regress. you can feel impure during these times, sure, but actually calling your regression itself impure furthers the idea that regression is meant to be all sunshine and happiness and that it isn't something people do out of trauma, and that if you have negative experiences while regressed that's wrong and bad. maybe we as a community should call it something else? idk man. id really prefer we not accidentally stigmatize ourselves, thanks.
Note: Have a Berrien fluff. Good for daily dose of Berrien for fellow Berrien simps out there.
It was a normal day in the mansion and today is the day where you'll have a small walk at Espoir with Flure, Berrien, and Muu. The weather is fine and clear today so that's where you decide to have a small walk at the town.
You began preparing yourself with Flure's help. You're glad that he's there to help you with clothes fit for the day. While preparing, you thought of applying lip balm after a long time of not using it. You felt your lips getting dry so you decide to use it for once.
Sitting in front of the vanity table made you insecure on how you look. You never thought on being beautiful for once and live on your own life like normal as usual. Sighing at the thought, you decide on applying lip balm on your lips and remove your train of negative thoughts.
Before you pick up the lip balm, you immediately thought of what Berrien told you on what stroke to do before applying it on your lips. Almost forgotten about it, you decide to apply it in a horizontal stroke.
"Master," a familiar voice called you. Before you turn to direction of where the voice is from, a hand took the lip balm off of yours and raised your chin with the other which made you look up. Speak of the devil, it's Berrien Cliane. He chuckled, "You forgot which stroke to use isn't it? You have to apply it vertically along the lips' vertical wrinkles."
You froze, ended up staring his beautiful magenta eyes as he applied lip balm on your lips. He caught you staring and decide to tease you a bit. "Master, you're staring," he called you and he stared back. He smiled, "My eyes caught your attention, right? Well these eyes of mine are meant to look at beautiful things, like you."
You blushed and remained silent. You heard him chuckle, which that made you flustered a bit.
On the other hand, Berrien had other plans running in his mind. He wants to see you getting flustered and planned this one-sided teasing game of his starting today. After all, Berrien, of all people, fell in love with you.
Every moment he spent time with you, he felt like he was over the moon. He was always head over heels in love every time he sees acting cute and all. He even asked himself why he fell in love with his own master when it's a forbidden love in the aristocratic society.
Of course, he knew how insecure you were to yourself so he decided to give you a confidence boost. While thinking of an another way to make you blush, the devil did something what you didn't expect.
"Anyways, don't rub it yet. Please wait for a moment." You want to ask why but the once moisturized lips became sticky. 'Did he apply it on my lips too much?'
"Uh... Berrien...?" He looked at you with a smile. "Isn't it a bit too much?"
"Oh? My apologies," he smiled shyly. "Master's lips are so soft and you look cute today. I can't help it."
Few more chaste actions yet intimate attempts from him and you'll explode. You look away, embarrassed. You didn't expect that he, of all people, of all butlers, say that straightforwardly to you right at your face.
Seeing this flustered and embarrassed state of yours, Berrien knew that his plan worked and this will end in one last move.
"By the way, master..." You look up and face him. "Do you mind if I share it with you?"
"Huh? Wait-- What do you mean--"
"Please excuse me."
You felt something soft on your lips.
Not only he confessed in an indirect way, he also kissed you. I repeat, he kissed you. Berrien Cliane, the first butler you met since your arrival, the first butler you spent time with, and the first person who took your first kiss.
You even thought that he's your first for everything here in their world.
'Did he just kiss me? What in the world is he thinking?' That question in your mind went to the back of your head when his lips moved. He circled your waist with his hand and behind your neck on the other, embraced you like he doesn't want to let you go.
'Oh God... This is too much to handle... What is he thinking? Why did he just kissed me? Oh dear... I'm about to faint!'
Let's just say the kiss is getting passionate and close to becoming intimate. Your mind went blank just as he break the kiss and that gave you time to breathe. The kiss lasted for a short while but it was like an eternity to you.
You blushed and you'll be mistaken like a tomato if you went out of your room and walked at the halls. You froze at your seat with your mouth agape. You tried to say anything but nothing came out of it.
"B-Berrien... w-why did you... do that...?" You stuttered and you mentally facepalmed for stuttering. You're literally panicking inside. Oh how much you wanted to panic here in your room but you didn't want anyone to see you acting flustered.
"Oho? You're blushing," he said as he wiped the lip balm around his lips with his thumb. 'Oh, no. He looks so... so... so...' He smiled and let you go. You swear that you saw him blushing and it's rare to see him blush. "Master, thank you for sharing your lip balm with me. If you'll excuse me." He smirked and chuckled as he left the room, giving you extra time to prepare yourself.
'Checkmate.' He smiled proudly and licked his lips after he finished his task.
Unknown to the two, Flure saw the scene from the door's gap. Before things began to escalate, he blushed and ran away, almost got caught acting flustered infront of the other butlers and nearly fainted.
Bonus:
While you three are walking at the streets of Espoir, Muu saw Berrien smiling like today is his lucky day, Flure getting shy but not the usual shy action of his but more like embarrassed, and you walking calmly unlike the other two but this cat knows that behind the calm expression of yours is a whole world of chaos.
The poor cat is concerned on what happened to you three so he decided not to talk about it and ask about that later on the way home.
W/N:
R.I.P. Flure. You will be missed/j
But damn... Mayun's brainrot with their inspiration from the official art of Akuneko twitter made me faint. I mean--
Berrien Cliane is beautiful (and hot).
And lastly, Berrien, you should've closed the door before you kiss your master. You tainted this poor unfortunate soul's innocent mind. You're lucky that I love you lmao.
I suck at kiss scenes but damn. This is a fluffy compensation for the angst prompts and pieces I wrote few weeks ago. Man... it's been a while since I last wrote something fluffy...
Berrien simps are punching the air rn (including me ofcTT)
Also, this is a repost from my other blog. have fun reading^^
Hi, I’m Agate! Welcome to my alterhuman sideblog :)
You can learn more about me and this blog under the cut!
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~INTRO~
I am a 20 year old college student studying psychology and philosophy, I use any pronouns.
This is my side blog for specifically alterhuman/dragon thoughts, as well as meditation logs, dream journals, and just general ramblings. Basically my own little dragon diary!
I’m relatively new to the otherkin community, I had my awakening around five or so years ago but this is my first step in actively looking into my draconic identity + interacting with other nonhumans, so please correct me if I get anything wrong!!!
Id also love to interact with more dragons / nonhumans, so please interact with this post if you have a blog dedicated to your experience!! I would love some friends to help me get my footing!!!
~MY DRAGON~Â
Some general info about my draconinity. I used to believe my identity came from a past life, but lately I've fallen much more into the purely psychological camp. My identity is very closely linked to my identity as a queer person, linked to my experience with autism, and linked to kink, both sexual and non-sexual. (don't worry, I wont be talking about anything NSFW on this blog)
I will often refer to the more dragony part of my brain as "my dragon" or "Agate", and may refer to it in the third person for ease of communication, although we are not two separate beings. I am both 100% a dragon, as well as 100% a human, the two identities are indistinct and inseparable.
This is what I look like!
(Art by me!)
~TAGS~
Dergposting
Used for conversational, lighthearted, or meme posts that are directly draconic or dragonkin related.
Alterposting
Used for conversational, lighthearted, or meme posts that are relate to the alterhuman, otherkin, otherhearted, or non-human community in general. Will also be used for talking about a specific non-human past life.
Petrichor
Used for aesthetic images / moodboards specifically for my dragon kintype
Agate Dragon
Used for more serious posts directly related to my draconic identity or dragon kintype- such as shifts, kin memories, meditations, dreams, or vent / species dysphoria posts.
Fluffposting
Used for all post regarding my plushy hearttype, weather its lighthearted/conversational, serious, or aesthetic. Due to this being a dragon-centric blog, I wont be using this super often.
Kinboard
Completed moodboard requests
Meditation log
Used to describe specific experiences while meditating
Card log
Used to describe experiences during a tarot reading, weather that be my own or reading someone else’s
Dream log
Used to describe experiences during my dreams, or interesting dream analyses
Despite his black fur being synthetic, his body still emits a gentle warmth onto your palm. It's so soft as it flows between your fingers. Sneo starts purring and you feel the bass rumble below your hand.
You then lower your face in the dark fluff. It tickles your cheeks and the warmth radiates through you. Sneo lays a clawed hand over your head, covering over your free ear. It muffles, and now all you can hear is him... his gentle purring, low heartbeat and slow breathing <3
uhmmm hi 👉👈 couldn't find a server like this so i made my own. server 4 age regressors/dreamers and cgs sourced from fiction, whether you're a fictive/introject or fictionkin or what. feel free to join if you fit that criteria and this interests you at all.
