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[your-answering-machine]

I loved every second of our night together.

I love teasing you about the way you cook, even though I know Ill love whatever you make me.

I love kissing you. Being curled up in your arms. Kissing your neck, shoulders, mouth.

I love falling asleep next to you, and waking up next to you, and kissing you at midnight, to fall asleep again and wake up when the sun rises.

I love laying in your bed watching you work.

I love you. I love you. I love you.

I want our love to stick to us. I want it to seep into our bones like its marrow and it belongs there. Want you to kiss me, every morning and every night. Want to spend the rest of my life with you.

[your-answering-machine]

If you want,

Take pictures of me when Im not looking. Save them somewhere. Tell me about them if you want. I hope I make you smile.

Take pictures of us together, so we can savor the moment later. I want your smile to fill photo albums.

At the most random times, pull me at the waist into your chest, kiss my forehead, whisper “youre mine” into my ear. Be as possessive as you want.

Hold my hand whenever its not holding yours. I need to be reminded that I can always reach out, and you will always be there.

Kiss me whenever and wherever you want. Our lips passing the softest whispers of our love back and forth. Mouth presses against mouth, against skin, against open body. I welcome you, every time.

Love me at every volume. At every depth. Bass boost it. Give it the highest soprano part. Make it shatter windows.

Just love me, that is all I ask of you.

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[your-answering-machine]

A piece of a poem

9. Ive been told that as a woman, I am seen as soft flux flesh, seen as divine, yet as a divine meal for the self made worthy to eat. Seen as nothing ever but flesh, they have made it that way. Because we have made ourselves so thin that nothing can be beneath it. Once, I ripped out my own heart for someone to eat because it was too big a burden to carry. When he was done I gathered the leftover pieces, found them to be too light and followed the beast to collect the fragments he might drop. 10. I got lost along the way. 11. Im mad that boys are taught to be glaciers, that they can just go on, leaving behind miles of debris without consequence. 12. Im tired of girls being taught to be trees in storms. Rooting feet to reality, knowing you need thick skin to survive because no one else will protect you. Let everything blow over, let his mouth, his words, his eager hands blow over you and maybe you will live and hopefully you will not die.

[your-answering-machine]

Drink to forget, Drink to get hit

I talk about you, like the smoke from a cigarette, the bubbles in a champagne glass, how fog is an inconvenience to drivers in the morning.

I never talk about the cigarette or the drink or the sky. Because that would be saying your name, and despite the four years that have passed, the thousands of miles between us, and the silence your name still makes me choke.

But I dont hate you. I dont hate you because you made it too hard. Through the mazes of conversation that I never found the exits to. The tall lies hiding the twists and turns. I never knew it would be so hard to hate someone I used to be so in love with.

Sometimes i decide that I miss you Find your number at the bottom of a bottle. You remind me of the alcohol. The way you are a disguised poison. The way I let you in continuously, despite the fact you were killing me. And the way you burn on the way down slow. A small reminder that you are not healthy. But it was so easy to ignore. Alcohol, a poison is supposed to burn. You, a poison are supposed to hurt. But I cant hate you completely. Like trying to hate the drink, when you are the addict. The way you were so easy to come back to. Because, like the pattern to getting drunk, i find you so predictable. There was comfort in the pattern.