#fmdhyeri

[fmdeunjae]

( outgoing imessage 💌 lucid's hyeri ) would it make me a dick if i told you i prefer lucid's previous concept? ( outgoing imessage 💌 lucid's hyeri ) the music is still good, very good in fact, but i liked that you had an extra edge

@fmdhyeri

[fmdjoohwanarchive]

( outgoing imessage 💌 lucid’s hyeri ) hey it’s hwan here, jeonghwa got me your number ( outgoing imessage 💌 lucid’s hyeri ) wanted to apologize for what you uh.... saw the other day  ( outgoing imessage 💌 lucid’s hyeri ) not that there’s anything to apologize for as it was all consensual but sure jeonghwa and i could’ve done some place other than your bedroom ( outgoing imessage 💌 lucid’s hyeri ) apologies, again

@fmdhyeri

[fmdmingxing]

you’re such a small baby

@fmdhyeri

Friends. How Xinhei loves friends, he has a lot of them and he loves them (most of them) not equally of course but that doesn’t matter right now.

Right now, he’s with his beloved friend Hyeri, the one friend where he still sometimes wonders if she really is any older than twelve, when Xinhei was twelve he was taller than she is now. Height is important to a lot of people, for Xinhei height is just height and the only thing he loves about his height is how people continue to compliment him on it, and how he can bully people shorter than him (like Hyeri). Both of Xinhei’s parents aren’t very tall, he’s the tallest out of the three and the only tall people in Xinhei’s family is Xinhei and Xinhei’s grandfather, but Xinhei’s grandfather is 195 cm and is therefore much taller than Xinhei.

Honestly, Xinhei has no idea about Hyeri’s height, she could be 140 cm, or she could be 165 cm, the only thing Xinhei knows is that she’s much shorter than him, and that he likes to point it out. By now she must have gotten tired by his usually comments: where are your parents, aren’t you too young to go around alone? Where did Hyeri go I can’t seem to find her? (a comment he uses a lot when she’s right in front of him) and you’re such a baby. Because simply, her height makes Xinhei thinks she’s cute.

“Hyeri my little baby, do you need a piggy ride by the old man” he suddenly asks her, it isn’t often that he calls himself old but when he teases her, he doesn’t care a bit about his age, and so a smile shows on his face and he starts waving at her.

[fmdnara]

22, 28, 30

famed fan sign questions : currently accepting!

22. give yourself a percent ranking from 0 to 100 in the following categories: cute, cool, and sexy.

nara laughed at the question and brought her hand up to her hair to push it back from her face. “only from 100?” she questioned and thought about it briefly. “for cute, i’d have to say something under 10%, i think. even when i was younger, i never really wanted to be cute so i’d try to avoid cute things as much as i could, but i think sometimes it just happens naturally.” she tried pulling a cute face to show the audience how awkward it was on her, relishing in the way that the crowd squealed and laughed. “see? that doesn’t really look right on me. but for cool? probably around 75%. i think that’s a pretty solid number for me.” with only one category left, nara knew she had to make it count. “sexy? hmmm, what do you think?” she said in a low voice before turning in her chair and throwing a sultry look over her shoulder. by the sounds of the crowd, she assumed she accomplished looking sexy. “let just say 90% because there’s always room for improvement.”

28. what are the requirements for your ideal type?

this was a question that nara has always dreaded. through out her career, she always had to lie when this question was passed her way and she always came up with something generic and cliche. “hmmmm? my ideal type? aren’t you tired of this question by now?” she asked out into the audience in what she thought was a playful enough tone even though she herself was tired of the question. “someone who is kind and caring, first and foremost. someone who knows how to goof off and have a good time without being too serious. someone who knows how to cook because i absolutely can’t. also, a little bit cute. i like a bit of innocence.” nara made sure she never ‘she’. if there was one thing she was actually good at hiding from fans, it was that her ideal type was actually a woman.

30. what is a hobby you’d like to pick up?

“i’d like to learn how to play an instrument,” nara said with little hesitation. there were plenty of things that she would love to pick up as a hobby but learning to play guitar or piano was always something she wanted to do. “i never learned how to play anything when i was in school and i’ve regretted not knowing how. i’d also really love to start playing video games even though i don’t have enough patience for them. it seems so fun to go around and blow people up but i don’t know if i have the conviction to learn well enough. i hate to lose, so we’ll see how that one goes.”

[fmdjoohyung]

by the han river, on a quiet morning with @fmdhyeri​

joohyung shuffled his feet as he walked along the pathway, sneakers scraping along the pavement and kicking little pebbles in his path out of the way. it was early enough that most people weren’t out sightseeing yet, but late enough that people going for runs before work had already left. even still, joohyung was well covered from any prying eyes, a face mask and a hat on to hide his appearance. it was even moreso important now in order to stop any rumours about why joohyung from charm was hanging out with lucid’s hyeri.

“noona,” he said, pouty, whiny and probably looking a bit ridiculous, considering he was over twenty centimeters taller than hyeri. it had been a while since he’d seen the woman who had become almost a sister to him, though, and his heart ached from not seeing her just as much as it did when he was missing his biological sister. “i miss you. i feel like i never see you anymore!”

[fmddevin]

👀 What are your worst habits? 👀 If Aeri gave you the ultimatum of choosing between being with or around her and drinking and smoking, what would you do? 👀 Would you say being an idol is one of the best things that ever happened to you?

send me a “👀 + a question” and my muse has to answer honestly!

“okay so we all know the most obvious ones by now, right? i have a drug and alocohol problem - yes, okay, i’m too aware. but outside of that, i can be an compulsive liar. like…i won’t even try, and i’ll find myself lying about something, even if it’s not that big of a deal. i guess to make things look better than they really are? i don’t know why i do it, really. oh! and if i don’t do that, i have a problem with evading questions. exhibit a? if i wasn’t being forced to, i wouldn’t answer any of these questions. it’s just not how i am.

“really, why the fuck do i have to choose between these? look, if we’re being fair, i think aeri would definitely be down to do both with me if i begged hard enough. but like…if she didn’t, then i guess i’d have to go with aeri…? ok i know i sound like a terrible person for hesitating, but listen, i can’t give up both just like that, you know? but if she’s gonna like…never speak to me again if i didn’t, then hell yeah, i’f try to quit. i’m not going to willingly lose someone i care about over stuff like that.” 

“i mean…if i said that, i’d probably be being a little dramatic. like of course, it brought me out of all that shit i was doing in america, and it’s definitely a big part of my life, but really, it’s more of the things it led to that were the best things that happened to me. being an idol is fun, of course, but it’s not all i have anymore and i won’t be devestated when we eventually disband like i might have before. but it’s the best friends, the money, the oppertunities, all those things have come to me because of it, and those all make me really happy right now. so i guess to answer your question, yes, but…indirectly? yeah, that’s how i feel.” 

[fmdtaeyongarchive]

👀 Do you think you're capable of being loved? 👀 If you had to choose between dancing and singing, but would still be able to write and produce music, what would you choose? 👀 Do you think your parents are proud of you? 👀 If you had kids in the future and they wanted to be idols, would you stop them?

send me a “👀 + a question” and my muse has to answer honestly! - accepting!

👀 Do you think you’re capable of being loved?

“I think everyone is capable of being loved. I don’t doubt my parents’ love for me, and I have friends I do believe deeply care for me, even if I don’t deserve it. Romantically, I believe I’ve been in mutual love plenty of times. If there’s a problem, it’s that I’m… how do I put it?… I’m not very good at being loved? Other people are a lot better at it and a lot more deserving.”

👀 If you had to choose between dancing and singing, but would still be able to write and produce music, what would you choose?

“Singing… It would be more useful. I don’t need to be able to stand on stage and sing, but I could still record demos. Dancing, as much as I used to love it, I’m never going to have the same love for it I used to and it’s a good avenue for emotional expression, but if I can still write and produce, I have one of those anyway.”

👀 Do you think your parents are proud of you?

“Have I given them anything to be proud of? They support me, but I haven’t solved world hunger or cured any diseases or made much of an impact on the world. I doubt they’re very proud that there are more people out there talking about everything their son has done wrong than anything I’ve achieved.”

👀 If you had kids in the future and they wanted to be idols, would you stop them?

“I wouldn’t be able to stop them if it’s what they really wanted. Most people become trainees in their teens, but if they were really set on it, they could go sign a contract the day they become an adult without my say in it. But I’d discourage it. This job, it’s far more bad than good. Any entertainment job in the public eye is. I’d want a better life for them. I wouldn’t let them become a trainee as young as I did, that’s for sure.”

[fmdrem]

👀 + what do you want to do with your career after mars disbands?

* it’s ahreum spilling tea hours !  ╱  accepting@fmdhyeri

“ i can’t really see myself apart from music, so either if mars keep running or we part ways, i think i’ll still be involved in the world of music. maybe as a soloist, or  choreographer, or why not ━maybe i’ll have my own company, with my own artists i want to promote! ”