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NEED TO DO MY MIDTERM BUT I CANT FIND MY TEXTBOOK WHICH IS THE SOURCE I PLANNED TO USE IN BOTH ESSAYS. AUUUGH
In this school, everybody has secrets.
El Internado (2007 - 2010)
Body be like "Oh you have plans for the week? That's nice. It sure would be a shame if we... got sick..."
And that's how I end up with a fever and nausea so bad, I can't even lie down. At least we have a comfy couch, but lemme tell you, my spine does not appreciate me sleeping (more like napping really) sitting up. 🙃
Fuck
My partner has covid as of yesterday (or prob monday).
I tested negative yesterday and today. So we’re keeping our distance, he’s sleeping and staying in another room and uses the bathroom on that floor. I use the bedroom (same floor) and the whole downstairs domain.
Which all together sounds big, but isn’t. It’s 66 square meters (710 square feet?). Some of the vids of ‘Living big in a tiny house’ feature ‘tiny houses’ that are bigger than our appartment.
Our ventilation is pumping on the highest setting and we regularly open windows despite the cold. We wash our hands often.
And I’m still scared to get covid, as I have an immune disorder. So we do our best to keep it confined to him.
But the last time I hadn’t cuddled him for a long time was 7 years ago, when I was working abroad. It lasted 10 days and I cried a lot.
Now we found out the recommended time that an infected person should stay away from vulnerable people is 10 days. Suffice to say, I cried a lot again.
And did I mention that I have burnout, so he usually does everything around the house? And now those roles have to be reversed.
Me working, having lunch, just generally existing: so sleepy so so sleepy
Me giving up and lying in bed: what is sleep, precious
Hopefully soon my doctor calls because I am suffering
And of course, because I can't have any alcohol rn, I really want a glass of wine. I did not want such last week, or the week before that, when I could. No. I want it now.