#followering

[bryan360]

Moon: Don’t mind me about having a rain cloud keeps following me, I’m the one who could enjoy sparkling unlike Ollie! 😉

[keep--on--keepinn--on]

Yay Thank you so much. I finally made it to 700 followers. I love every single one of you and stay strong (:

[educatemestupid]

Someone give me more people to follow on tumblrg.

[dreamreveriedesigns]

New blog looking for followers.

  I've created this blog the other day, and I'm looking for followers/ in return people to follow back.  I've blogged before, and have some other blogs, but this one is new.  This one is personal.  This one is soul felt.  Peace be with you, and please follow me.  I will follow back.

[jemcarstairstheboywholived]

Thank you?

Since this is my blog, and it is for sharing what I am thinking I am going to lay down my feeling right now. So if you don't feel like reading about my problems, keep scrolling. I am having a really hard time right now. I feel so very inadequate in so many different ways. The first is that I cant seem to get a boyfriend, and everyone around me is. I feel like deep down I really do want to liked and wanted, but it just hasn't worked out for me. At all. My mom is now dating, after the death of my father 4 years ago, which is great. But it brought up some deep rooted problems. The fact that she can find someone after being on a dating site for just over a month and I cant seem to find someone, and I have been on a dating site for over a year kills me. It also makes me feel like so many things are wrong with me. I know I am being irrational and stupid, but I cant help my confidence issues. 

Another place that I feel uncertain is my job. I'm used to doing pretty well at what I do,  but no matter how hard I try I really can only be 'okay'. I know i'm being super hard on myself, and I am a first year teacher but I want things to be perfect. I want to feel proud of what I do, and if I am not perfect its hard for me to be proud. I have students struggling, and I am not even perfect at discipline. I don't even know where to go. I know its a learning process, and I will get better but I want to be better now!

I also feel unsure with my friends. I feel like I am in some sort of dynamic where I am not fully comfortable. I have two friends, that when they are with eachother become really bitchy and 'well that's your own issue.' If you are not there at that exact moment that they are going to go out to do something you wont be invited. If you are not there right when they are planning something you wont be invited. I know its mostly this one girls fault and honestly i don't really like her but they are my close friends in the area and I don't really have anyone else. 

All these problems make me want to run away to a new place. Where I can make new friends, meet new people and have a new job. But I feel like the same problems will keep occurring. I don't know. I'm unhappy, and I feel like the only thing that's keeping me from having a breakdown is that I have good books to read, fictional characters to love, tumblr to escape to, followers who listen, and happy movies to watch. So thank you tumblr for being the thing that keeps me going. Some sort of happiness in a time where I feel lost and unsettled. Thank you followers for sharing my loves and make me feel like my obsessions are normal and that I am not alone. And that I do belong, and I can do something right. Thank you. Thank you for letting me be me. 

[bemysaviorforthenight]

ACTIVE BLOG UPDATED once a day, FOLLOWING EVERYONE BACK AND DOING BLOG RATES

[galaxybee97]

GUISEEE!!!!! YOU NEED TO FOLLOW THIS BOY! Why? Becasue i will give you cuddles. :3<3

http://alanisaunicorn16.tumblr.com/

He is my beessttt friend!<3