#foolishwanderer

[miichellabella]

Let’s wander foolishly and get intoxicated.

Ever get those days where you just want to be completely shitfaced to the point where you want to black out and forget things? I usually get them quite often. It’s hard to comprehend the things life throws at you when you’re constantly struggling to solve the things that life had already thrown at you. That sentence definitely did not make any sense whatsoever, but that’s exactly how I’ve been feeling as of late.

I’m sorry life, I’m trying to figure out the shit you’ve already thrown at me so please stop throwing more things on top of that to spiral my life into chaos. Meltdowns happen, I get it. I feel the pressure from everyone - mostly I feel all that pressure from myself. Personally, I push myself to the limit and beyond it because I already have people who have high expectations from me. It’s literally fake it until I make it. And as of late, I’ve been faking it all round and haven’t been making it.

But as I’m still trying to figure this life out, I’d like to shed light and say that there’s always good out there for everyone. Sometimes it just takes time, and besides it’s harder to find a diamond in the rough right?

[miichellabella]

Foolish Wanderer.

Who’s that you ask? Chella’s online pseudonym. I figured, why not just keep it real with the feels? I’m human too, it’s just I don’t have the voice to voice my emotions.

So let’s “talk” every Fridays with tidbits of Foolish Wanderer.