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Hiiiii!
Hope you're doing alright. I haven't been around much lately but wanted to make sure you were okay.💙
Sending you lots of love,
💙-nonnie
Awwww, blue heart Nonnie! Thank you so much for this ask. It’s so sweet, kind and thoughtful, I really appreciate it!
Okay, for anyone who might be interested in what I’ve been dealing with...
I was diagnosed with a tumor. One of my doctors thinks it could be the cause for my vertigo (yep, I’m still suffering from the constant vertigo). The tumor is situated right on top of a nerve, so presently they can’t even do a biopsy to see if it’s malignant or not. The docs are basically keeping an eye on it for now.
They found some other lump and thought it might be another tumor, but a few tests ruled that out for the time being. They don’t yet know what the lump is, so I’m due for more tests on that front, and hopefully it doesn’t grow and turn out to be a tumor after all (another one of my docs said she’s absolutely certain that it won’t).
Lastly, I started having shoulder pains to the point where I couldn’t sleep or get dressed without help, and at first I was diagnosed with an inflammation of the tendon, but then an orthopedic doc sent me to have more extensive x-rays, which showed it’s actually both my shoulders and both my knees that are in a bad state, and it’s because of the early onset of a degenerative condition. So there is no cure. There’s only treatment to counter it as much as possible and minimize the pains.
On top of everything else, my mom decided to make a big life change, which is actually a very positive one, but she’s incredibly stressed over it. And stress is not good for her mental health. She’s always struggled with it, and when she’s stressed, it takes a turn for the worse. So yeah, I’ve had that to deal with as well. She’s better right now, though she was getting agitated again last night. I talked to her and I try to help, but NGL. It gets scary sometimes.
So, yeah. That’s the stuff I mostly don’t talk about here ‘coz I know it’s a lot. Just know that you caring means a lot and makes a big difference, thank you so much! And if (and only if) you feel like it, you can always look through my content, and like or reblog something. It makes me feel like despite everything, I still somehow manage to make a positive contribution. And that always brightens my day.
For now, I’m holding on to the fact that there is a bright spot in every day. There is ALWAYS at least one thing to smile about, one thing to be grateful for. Last week, for example, I got to see my nephew. Look at this absolute pure ray of sunshine! How can I be anything other than grateful when I look at him?
Thank you again, my beautiful blue heart Nonnie! I hope you’re okay as well? Sending you all the love and hugs! xoxox
Hey bae! I've missed ya alot honestly, i hope your doing good my love<3 take care drink water. and know that ilysm and i care very much about you.
💖💖💖💖💖💖!!
Awwwwwwww, sweetie you have no idea that you just made my night. Thank you for such a wonderful kind words. I honestly need to hear it.
I honestly hope that everything in your life is going so wonderfully, and that you are taking care of yourself and drinking plenty of water. I honestly hope that you are stress free from life and your life is fill with happiness.
From the bottom of my heart, thank for checking on me and letting me know that you care about me. Love you vary much.
P.S if you ever need to talk someone, I’m alway here. Just know I truly care about you and I really do miss you.
the smallest taste of power and people start acting like full blown capitalists, it’s wild to me
Watercolor painted Steve Rogers aka Captain America. My hero! After completing all the line work in the Marvel 1,000 dot-to-dot book, I worked really hard to give this some artistic flair and also try to make the uniform have a bit of texture to it.
Thanks to all of you who made me feel like my painted Iron Man was a hit. Won’t all my other paintings feel jealous. Ha!
Ok then, at least make up for the last hours of sleep with a nap. =~=..
I might :)
Hahaha they’re not fun that’s for sure, hope you’re having a good start so far to the day
Today has been a good one so far! xx