birthday message to the bae (you know who you are)
omg this is gonna be a lot of bleh and blubber, but i hope you’ll be able to bear through it with me bc i started this on april 24, 2014 at 10:45 pm so you know it’s legit. i started this message like 95843985 months in advance
dear cierra,
you are actually one of the most important people i know. although we’ve never met outside of the internet, i trust you a whole lot more than 90 percent of people i know in real life. you are so sweet and amazing, and i can’t believe you actually started talking to me on aff. now that i think about it, i was on that family tree, and you were gonna help me learn about bts, although you never did. but anyways, we drifted off from aff to twitter, facebook, and tumblr. i never once thought that our relationship was awkward, because we fit together so naturally. you’re beautiful, even though you don’t want to admit it, and i can name about a thousand amazing things about you in a second. [but sometimes i can barely count to ten without failing miserably whoops] you’re one of the best giffers(?) out there, and you are literally perfect. please don’t say anything otherwise because i’m not gonna listen to you okay. omg i realized i should’ve made a powerpoint, even though i don’t know how to put it onto tumblr, because i have screen shots of us being cuties together. i should send them to you or something yay. you’re so sincere and i absolutely love that about you. i can talk to you about literally anything, and you’ll respond with such enthusiasm, which makes it so nice to fangirl with you. your adoration for jongdae makes my love for sehun seem so insignificant. you have a blog dedicated to the man. which is sorta why i have a tag for jongdae with your name on it. the first three things i think of when i hear jongdae is your name, his voice, and his arms. no lie. i don’t know if you know this, but whenever i see you on my dash, i light up and smile. your blog is obviously amazing, and i can stay on it all day. and you have a ‘for hannah’ tag for sehun posts i love you. i hope you know that you’re one of the most dependable people i know, and that whenever i have a problem, you’re the first person to pop up in my head to talk to, even though i never really act up on it. i constantly go through the gifs you make for me and fangirl because i never really realize that they’re for me. you’re so talented, and sometimes i feel like a noob because i want to make amazing gifs of jongdae for you but i don’t even know how to freaking get a video onto ps to gif [is this even how you do it idk bc ignorant]. you’re really remarkable, and i am so happy to be considered your friend. you have a heart made of gold and you never give yourself enough credit, which makes me wanna cry. you’re wonderful and talented and awesome, okay. i would know, since i’m pretty rad myself. i am so happy that i’m your friend, not only because you’re perfect, but because you’re so real and down-to-earth, which makes you practically an angel because you’re pretty much flawless. if you lived near me, i’m pretty sure that i’d just hang out with you everyday because you mean that much to me. i’m actually really depressed that i can only send you this message, because i have no talents in photoshop and i’m poor. i feel so bad because you deserve so much more than this. but maybe i’ll do better next year yay.
OKAY I WANT TO END THIS BY SAYING YOU’RE ABSOLUTELY FANTABULOUS AND YOUR HEART IS GINORMOUS BECAUSE YOU LITERALLY ARE THE NICEST PERSON IN THE WORLD AND YOU’RE AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL AND NO ONE CAN EVER EVER REPLACE YOU IN MY HEART I LOVE YOU SO MUCH CIERRA