Jun 6
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Ugh I NEEEED to go to coney island just once
Someone take me there 👙🍦🎀
full lana unreleased music and lana demos of official songs coming this week.
probably Thursday. includes multiple versions, all songs(more than the other collections going around, yes i checked, im a perfectionist), proper titling for organization, a tutorial to listen to the files on Spotify, a google form in case somehow I missed one (moreso for demos than unreleased but always useful), an option to be on a mailing list if it gets updated, all songs have cover images, none are sped up/slow down/reverb/8D, and I swear to god I have everything. I have scoured the internet since late 2024... so this project has been going on as long as lasso/the right person/stove has been public info(it also has live performances of those songs!), etc. I also assigned songs to their respective albums/recording sessions when possible (which is whenever I didn't have a cuter cover to put on it) stay tuned xoxo
is this what you wished?
did you want to die?
I should be able to track every lil plane in the world. I love seeing them go zoom zoom zoom to random places
What do I need to tell her?
That I saw her in the eclipse I recounted to her, and in the aurora I saw the same. That I looked for her there and in her absence deemed them lesser. That I saw her in every flower we passed in that botanical garden, and many before, and every one since.
That I have tried to move on from this love but couldn't. That it made me sick to think this could pass me by without knowing for certain. That I feel some kind of shameful guilt for holding on to it.
That I am terrified even on the off chance we could give this a shot, I will not be fit for it. That I have never known how to do this. That if I am nothing else I am a willing and eager student.
That I crave for her to feel joy and bliss whether I am blessed to be there or not. That I wish to trudge through pain and grief alongside her. That I am probably a fool for thinking I could do these things for anyone.
That I might just be too sentimental. That I dont care if I am.
What do I actually say?
Have you seen the new episode of that show you like yet?
(I've watched it twice today hoping I would get to talk to you about it)
Have you heard that new song from the artist you showed me?
(The longest playlist in my library is made of the songs that remind me of you)
How's that new job you were so excited about starting?
(I long to listen to each small happenstance)
Tbh I want my ex to be so happy. So, so happy. I want him to be so happy that the pain he felt before never bothers him ever again. I want him to be so happy and successful and at peace with himself and his life. That’s what I wanted for him when we were together and I still want that for him.