Nov 11, 2014
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Links
PAGES:
ABOUT
MY CREATIONS
BLOGROLL
SIDEBLOGS:
SU BLOG
BNHA BLOG
SOCIAL MEDIA:
YOUTUBE
SOUNDCLOUD
OTHER:
PERSONAL PORTFOLIO
Links
PAGES:
ABOUT
MY CREATIONS
BLOGROLL
SIDEBLOGS:
ATLA/TLOK BLOG
SU BLOG
SOCIAL MEDIA:
YOUTUBE
SOUNDCLOUD
OTHER:
PERSONAL PORTFOLIO
Battery/Spoons/HP Key:
This is the Key to my Battery Spoons and HP bars on my blog itself and what they mean. (There will be a link to this on my main blog too)
Battery: This is my physical energy/pain level (since they tend to go hand in hand) and includes migraines.
Battery Levels Key:
100% = doing very well, it's a very low pain or no pain day, yay!
75% = low pain day. I'm doing well.
50% = normal pain day. Not bad, not good, just average.
25% = high pain day. Not doing so hot, possibly have a migraine or am recovering from a flare.
0% = I'm in an active flare and thus a lot of pain and have very little physical energy at best.
Spoons: This represents the total number of spoons that I have available at that time. This will generally be updated at night when I have finished most of my hard to do physical things for the day, so it should be an accurate or mostly accurate, it's hard to predict spoons, show of how many spoons I have left over to use for things like socializing after my day. However I can often talk even with very little spoons so don't be discouraged from messaging me unless it literally is showing 0 spoons.
HP Bar: This represents my mental health and as such my socialization abilities. This is the one you are going to want to look at if you wanna know if I can talk and or how much I can talk.
HP Bar Key:
100% - 61% = I'm happy/content, feel free to message me! I'm most likely to deff reply in these states and able to give any kinda help you may need. TWs are easy as pie.
60% - 41% = My normal everyday Flux range from kinda happy to kinda sad (50% being a totally neutral mood). It's basically my normal or neutral range. If you see this I'm okay and fine for taking and probably for giving mental/emotional support too. TWs are a go too.
40% - $31% = I am sad or minorly depressed. I'm probably all for talking however because I can get myself out of this state by cheering myself up or being cheered up, talking and even TWs are a go in this state. May be able to offer limited amounts of emotional and mental support.
30% - 16% = I am actively depressed. Be gentle with me in this state. May be up for talking. Ask about TWs. Probably cannot offer much mental/emotional support unless it's an emergency.
15% - 6% = I am in an incredibly bad headspace. I probably don't want to talk, but you can try. I cannot offer any mental/emotional support.
5% - 0% = Worst I can be. No talking at all. Need to be left completely alone. In this state I probably will not even be on tumblr at all so don't be surprised if I'm not if you see these numbers.
I will try and keep these updated daily, but that depends on when I get on my laptop. On normal days this will (probably) be updated between 6pm and 8pm at night. Please Note: Wednesdays through the Spring 2017 semester I have a late class which means this will probably not be updated on Wednesdays till 10pm+.
My Battery, Spoons, and HP Key
This is the key to the battery, spoons, and HP bar icon on my full blog and what they signify for me. (A link to this post is also found on my full blog.)
Battery - This is my energy for socialization. I chose this because it had the most restricted options and usually my socialization bar is pretty high. However, I may still post things on here even if the battery is 0% since posting doesn’t take energy like actually messaging people does. This tracks socialization need/interest purely.
0% - Talking to others in any way, shape, or form (no matter how short or brief) is as appealing as biting my own arm off. In fact, biting my arm off is far more desirable. I usually chill with Netflix, daydream, read something, or do art. Anything away from tumblr or IM or social media sites. (Even if I have a high spoons and HP bar.) 25% - Low socialization need. Not wanting to talk other than an occasional message here or there, but I'll still read the messages. Maybe if I get a bit higher then I'm up for further and engaging chatting. Not so good on helping with emotional troubles and will need to sacrifice a couple spoons to do so, but I'll manage for my friends in need. 50% - Good socialization need. Happy to chat and message and might be into a TW too if my spoons and HP bar are also high enough. Can help with emotional troubles and give advice. Takes a spoon out of me but I can manage well enough. :) Just need to rest a lot tomorrow (i.e. usually won't talk much if at all tomorrow). 75% - High socialization need. Loving to joke and chat and will often spend a lot of time seeking it out from others. Helping with emotional issues or giving advice takes very little out of me and I am very interested in a TW or RP (see spoons and HP bar for whether I can actually do it, however. Ask in case.) 100% - Rare to get. When I'm absolutely desperate for socialization and talking. If I'm at this point even if I'm low on spoons and HP bar (as long as those aren't 0% or too close to it) then I will say "fuck everything else, let's do a TW/RP, please!" Or I may be silently wanting to say it but nervous about the reaction.
Spoons - This is my overall spoons that I have that day or moment. This includes the spoons used for socialization, mental work, physical movement, and emotional intensity. This tracks how close to "done" I am for that particular day.
Yes, it is indeed crummy that even on a good day my spoons tend to be so restricted like this. Spoons for physical movement does not translate into spoons for socialization, or mental work, or even emotional intensity, and vice versa. Unless I’m in a crash or near to one, then all the spoons drain out of every area into the physical movement area as an emergency method for pure survival. That always sucks.
HP Bar - This is my overall level of exhaustion and fatigue. This includes mental exhaustion too, but socialization needs can be independent of mental exhaustion which is why I made that separate. It is also my physical health at the moment. This tracks how my overall recovery from a previous crash is going, day by day, week by week.
0% is the worst of my crash. 0 to 30% is my crash. Before, during, and after. 50% is me feeling crummy. I don’t want to do much, sitting up is not my friend, but I’m managing. 35 to 70% is my active recovering from a crash stage. 80% and higher is usually needed for RP or TW. It’s when I feel the most “normal” and can do something more intensive without a risk of backsliding. 100% is my normal (where I can go out and do one thing today) and not have to do much other than take it easy tomorrow. (Unless I'm an idiot and went over my limits and caused yet another crash.)
I will try to keep this updated daily but we’ll see. I’ll have to be on tumblr in order to do so, lol.
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Hi! My name’s McKenzie, I’m 22, and graduating in December 2019 from Georgia Tech with a degree in Computational Media. I am known mostly for editing Steven Universe videos on my YouTube channel MKatwood. I also work for Cartoon Network in a couple different jobs but am mostly known for hosting the official Steven Universe Podcast. More about me:
Favorite shows: Steven Universe, Avatar: The Last Airbender, The Legend of Korra, My Hero Academia, The Amazing World of Gumball
Favorite video games: Overwatch, The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild, Pokemon Sun, The Legend of Zelda: Wind Waker, The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt, Skyrim, GTAV
MTBI type: ISTP
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