#forever doesn't exist

[creatingnikki]

Forever doesn’t exist. Not for the good, not for the bad. It makes me sad to know that love doesn’t last perpetually but it also makes me just a little happy to know that the pain doesn’t either.

[sofvckxd]

Why play someone's heart wherein you can't even play basketball?

[itskimbykim31-blog]

umaasa lang pala ako

hi crush kita kaso meron palang kakupetensya meron ka alang nagugustuhan sorryna sige d na ako magpaparamdam sayo last na to:(

[imnotok-butismile]

Sapevi tutto di me, Ed io di te. Adesso che non ci si sente, Siamo cambiate Ed io non so più di te E tu nulla più di me.

- imnotok-butismile

[creatingnikki]

I think one of the major reasons we hurt is because of our tendency to insist on making all the good things in our life continue forever and all the good people in our life to stay forever. But of course we know forever doesn't exist. Technically, logically, factually and especially by the scars we wear on our hearts and the songs we always skip in our playlist. No matter how many promises are made, No matter what is said and done, Forever can't exist. It just can't. Not even with the truest of intentions and the greatest mutual longings of the heart. It is a neat word to use in writing though. Makes everything seem rosy and lovely. Makes you think that love between two people is infinite. But it's just a word. And forever is not possible. It's only a word on paper. Accept it and move on.

[capturinggrealityy]

To the boy who broke my heart, Yes, I still remember you, no matter how much I try to wash you away. Its only been 4 months but it hasn’t become any easier. My mind is making this worse and your mind is only refusing to try us again. But why? Why are you so unwilling to try again? Is it because of my laugh? Or the way i talk? Maybe, its because i call you an idiot 24/7, but it was never meant to be insulting. I'm sorry. It seems to be so much easier for you now that I’m not a dead weight on your shoulders. Your love has easily diminished and you have forgotten all about my little quirks and they are replaced by hers. You found her to make your heart beat faster, or maybe, you’re just using her to replace me. But either way, your heart is still beating and capable of loving to its full extent. I don’t understand how everything we were seems like nothing to you. And i never will understand, but it doesn’t matter. Its your life, its up to you to make your choices and make everything right. But its so much harder for me now that you’re gone. My love will last longer than the trip to the hospital. I will not find others that make my heart beat fast, I will only find a machine that makes my heart beat loud. Who knew a heart could beat if it was spilt in two? Emptiness is all I’ve felt since you mentioned breaking up that first time. I understand a relationship is where you are both open with each other, telling each other what you like and what you don’t like. But you were never good at showing your emotions, its like you don’t understand how to. I didn’t know you disliked the way i carried myself. You didn’t know that i was aware of the falseness of your love. But still your love had me feeling the highest of highs. I fell, expecting you to catch me but for a baseball player, you’re quite clumsy. I slipped straight through your fingers and hit rock bottom. I feel like a prisoner trapped within my body, stuck going through the fucked up motions of life.

I was so afraid of shattering but then again, how do you break something already broken?

[lumeniscent]

i'm not looking for forever anymore

[thehelixgirl]

There's a demon in my casket and I think that we've fallen in love, and most nights, I wish it was you.