Hey, man. I know we haven’t gotten the chance to meet up in the city, and I’m sorry for that. There’s been a lot of miscommunicating and wondering where everyone is and where they fit together here, I think. Piper and Annabeth are gone and I’m not sure if Hazel or Frank are around anymore. I haven’t heard from Nico at all.
I miss you, but knowing you’re alive is better than anything else I ever could’ve gotten from you. Percy mentioned he filled you in on the “you-died-in-our-version-of-reality” thing, and I’m sure that was a shock. Sorry about that. It’s never a good thing to hear from someone that you died at some point in their reality.
I’m writing this because I don’t think I’ll see you again. I’ve been pretty sick lately, and I doubt I have more than a day or two left to live. I’m sorry, Leo. I wish I could hold out long enough to see you, but I can’t. I’m tired. I know I always struck people we knew as impressive or strong or whatever, but that’s honestly the furthest thing from the truth there is. I’ve been nothing but weak and afraid since I got here, and I can’t find it in me to fix myself in time to save my own life.
I’m going to die, and I don’t want to die without letting you know how much you mean to me. You’ve been nothing but a great friend to me, Leo. You’ve been here for me unconditionally and always tried to make me feel important, even when you were joking around. You’ve supported Piper, and while we aren’t together anymore, I’ll never not be grateful to you for supporting our relationship.
I wish I had something to give you, but I don’t. All I can say is, you’re an amazing person who’s more than deserving of all the happiness and love in the world. You’re honestly so impressive and important to me in ways I could never really outline in person; I’m sorry about that. You know I’m not quick-witted or good with words like you are. I guess I could’ve taken the time to pick up some pointers from you, bro, but I didn’t. I think maybe I’ll always regret that.
I’ll regret a lot of things, maybe. Like never sitting you down and telling you how much of a hero you really are.